Book Review: You Did Nothing Wrong by C.G. Drews

My thanks to Netgalley, St. Martin's Press and C.G. Drews for the eARC of this book in exchange for a review.

This is my first book by C.G. Drews and I'm still reeling from this story. The reveals, the twists, the people in this story. The author's note said something about this story may make you feel wretched and yes, I think that is the word for the effect this book had on me. It made my stomach turn and mouth twist and I wasn't sure what it would come to and then that ending came out of nowhere and now I'm not sure where I stand with this book. Would I read it again? I don't think I would. Would I recommend it to other readers? I would, if you are a fan of psychological suspense and if you read the trigger warnings very very carefully.

You Did Nothing Wrong is about Elodie and her autistic son, Jude, and their life in America with Elodie's new husband Bren. Bren has moved them into his childhood home that he is renovating and Elodie is expecting a new baby. Elodie has everything she has always wanted and is looking forward to her new life and everything that comes with it. Then Jude tells her that the house is talking to him, that he can hear things in the walls and that everything done to the house to repair it is actually "hurting" the house. Elodie doesn't want to believe her son but something about the house is starting to put her on edge. Elodie can't tell if it is the house or her son that is making things difficult but as her past comes back to haunt her, Elodie has to put things together and save her family before it is too late.

There are so many different threads to the plot of this book and some of them can't be discussed because of the reveals they have for the overall storyline. The idyllic new family life for Elodie gives me the impression of that saying "the grass is always greener" because as much as Elodie wanted this perfect family life, the reveals about who she was as a person and her son and her husband shows that a perfect family life is never what it seems. The use of the house and it's renovations mirrored the life that Elodie has created and I'm still making connections with different points of the book and I really hope I can put it to rest in my head soon. The circles it has made me spin makes me think of other haunted house stories and this book definitely fits in with its peers. At the same time, the punch it packs hits that much more in my gut and I think it is fair to say it will haunt me for some time.

Elodie. Oh dear, what can I say about this woman? I wanted to like her but good grief, I think I wanted to strangle her more. Her husband Bren was just as impossible of a character for me to like, and the pair of them not only deserved each other, but they left me feeling conflicted about everything that happened in the book. The only character I was truly on the side of was Jude, who reminded me of so many people I know. I wanted to drag this child away from this house and take care of him. I wanted to hurt everyone who laid a finger on him, I wanted to help him feel safe and encourage him to thrive and I hope this child gets everything he needs and wants for the rest of his life. Everyone else in this book can go take a long walk off a short pier.

In the end, I liked this book enough to finish it, even it was just to say that I finished it because so much of it didn't sit well with me. I wanted to go on a crusade and hurt so many people in this book and when many of the reveals hit, I only thought that they got what they deserved. The images of this book will stay with me for a long time as my dreams last night can attest. Seriously, I woke up in the night and put my hand on the wall, thinking I could hear my house breathing and needing to assure myself that it was only in my head. I managed to resist the urge to run to my kids' rooms to check on them but I did keep their monitor right next to my pillow at max volume. I liked this book for what it is, an examination of family and motherhood that made my skin crawl. I'll read more books by Drews soon, as I have copies of Don't Let the Forest In and Hazelthorn already on my shelves. But this book left a bad taste behind and I wish I could go into this world and wreak havoc on everyone that deserved it.

And please, read the trigger warnings. I can't emphasize that enough.

Rating on my Scale: 5 Stars. It was good, I wanted to like it. I'm sure there are a lot of people who can handle the triggers in this book better than I could and all the power to those readers. For me, I'm convinced to read more Drews books, so at least there is that. 

Book Review: The Fox and the Devil by Kiersten White

My thanks to Del Rey, Random House Worlds, Inklore and Kiersten White for the eARC of this book in exchange for a review.

I read my first book by Kiersten White back in 2010. I had to look up the year because while I remembered the book, I could not remember what year it was that I'd read it. And then I stared in wonder at the amount of books on White's list of publications because wow, okay, I have some reading to catch up on.

I have consistently gone back to White again and again over the years. I always end up loving the worlds created, the consistently strong leads, the intriguing plots. I have a large amount of her works and have always enjoyed the new imaginings for characters seen in other works (And I Darken and The Dark Descent of Elizabeth Frankenstein come immediately to mind). So when I got the chance to read The Fox and The Devil, I knew what I expected to see. And yet, this book stands out even more than usual because I LOVED this book. If I had written this review a couple of days ago, it would have been filled with exclamation points and heart-eyed emojis and so many entreaties to buy this book because I could not stop talking about it. As it stands, I'm still loving this book but I think I can logically explain exactly what impressed me so much about this story in a way that will hopefully get readers interested in reading it as well.

Fingers crossed.

The Fox and The Devil follows Anneke Van Helsing, and her obsession with catching the woman she found standing over her father the night that she found her father murdered in his study. Anneke has spent years studying and becoming a well-recognized detective, to the point that the police call her in to consult on cases that they can't explain. During her work, Anneke begins to make a connection between the victims of certain gruesome, horrifying deaths, recognizing a pattern that links these deaths across the map. She puts together a team of her own detectives, determined to find this serial killer, believing it to be the woman she has never been able to find. As the years pass with her team trying to find the killer before they strike again, Anneke starts to receive letters from her mysterious obsession, signed Diavola, or devil. The pair are playing a game of cat and mouse and Anneke is determined to win, no matter what the cost. Then Anneke begins to make connections between her investigations and her father's work, making Anneke start to question the world that she thought she knew and understood because the creature she is hunting may actually be a monster.

The overall plot of the book was enough to catch my attention and keep it focused, making me wish I could read faster because with the holiday, there was always something coming up to drag me away from this story. I was invested in the story about a young woman determined to find the woman she thought was responsible for her father's death. As the story developed, I was entranced with how the story expanded to include so many other victims, so many other ideas and revelations, that my mind was constantly trying to make its own guesses as each page turned. However, for the most part of this book, I was admittedly believing this would be a solid 4 star read because I could not see how the threads of the obsession were going to conclude. Then it happened, this one solid moment of WAIT, WHAT?, that made me stop in my tracks for a split second before my mind restarted and I started laughing because oh wow, she got me, I fell for it, and then the plot was so much more than I thought it would be and this book became an instant favorite. Seriously, that moment made my stomach drop, my heart skipped a beat, that kind of feeling just overtook my senses and then when it all came together, I could not stop CACKLING because when a book manages to make me stop in my tracks, I am instantly in love. The fact that it took the whole of the book for me to get to that point proves that White has become a force with her writing and now I'm determined to read more books of hers.

Anneke, sweet Anneke, I loved this young woman. For a while, I was a little dismayed at how she obsessed over the serial killer plotline because of her idea of vengeance but as the book continued, I loved how she became more, the way she fought back against the ideas that would keep her penned in and made people respect her. I loved how her worldviews were constantly forced to change and how yes, she fought it at first but then she would shift and evolve and I can respect a woman who takes the time to change her beliefs and transform herself into something more. I loved her team of detectives which included her best friend David, a fellow detective and former flame; Maher, a photographer, and Inge, the daughter of her mentor. Each of these people became dear to me through their actions and their devotion to Anneke. I loved how David had challenged Anneke to solve cases that seemed to stump other detectives. I adored how Maher respected the women in his life and trusted Anneke because she was intelligent. And words cannot express how much I loved Inge, the youngest member of the team, a tour de force that everyone was determined to protect because she was their little sister and they were all of them a FAMILY, and I wanted to keep all of these people safe. I even loved the glimpses we were given of Diavola, and the reveals that were given of her current existence and the life that led her there made her so intriguing, I just wanted to see more of her as the book went on. Even side characters were given enough to make me care about their stories, from the victims we were given glimpses of to coworkers at the police station that wanted to work with Anneke and her team. I don't know if there are plans to expand on this world but if there ever is a book focused on this team, I would be first in line to read that story.

Books that focus on obsessions sometimes have the tendency to become a little one note and I'm happy to report that this book becomes so much more than a story about one woman's quest for vengeance. It is also a story about believing in yourself, because while Anneke does have confidence in her abilities as a detective, she also has to believe in herself as a woman worthy of the connections she has made, the people she inspires with the cases she solves. It is a story about found family, and how important it is to surround yourself with people who will love all of you all of the time. The obsession is the focus for a while but it is everything else in this book that elevates it for me and I'm so happy with the end result. I want to delve into the cases and the details about the serial killer but a lot of my enjoyment of this book is all the little asides that White included to expand this world and I don't want to spoil the experience for future readers.

If you are a fan of Kiersten White's books, The Fox and The Devil is a very respectable read. I want to go back and read it again as soon as I get my copy next year. I want to read everything else I already have on my shelves by Kiersten White AND start collecting everything I don't already own. First up on the list is to start Lucy Undying. I'm hoping it is as brilliant as this book and might even be connected to this book. I can't wait to see any connections I missed while reading this release and here is me crossing my fingers that White has more plans in the making for this world. If this is your first time trying out White's work, I hope you are as enthralled as I was with this story.

Rating on my scale: 10 Stars!!! Seriously, that reveal still makes me giddy. I immediately went onto my group chat of fellow readers and told them how I fell for something that I logically knew wasn't right but it still got me. I hope so many readers come to this book and end up loving it like I did. And then I hope they read other books by White as well. 

Book Review: Habits of the Sea: A Novel by Shea Ernshaw

My thanks to Netgalley, Atria Books and Shea Ernshaw for the eARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

I remember picking up Shea Ernshaw's debut and thinking, "Maybe this will be good?" I ended up loving the story, the atmosphere, the ideas that Ernshaw put in her book and I immediately pre-ordered her next release. Now here I am, having collected any and every book by Shea Ernshaw, just because she wrote them. When I pick up an Ernshaw book, I know to expect a dreamy atmosphere, a type of love that is slowly earned, hardships that make every moment something to overcome that make the ending worth it. These books are poetic and heartbreaking and I will always find my way back to reading Ernshaw's books, time and time again because of the feelings they bring out in me. Ernshaw's latest is no different, in fact, it may be a new favorite of mine.

Habits of the Sea: A Novel follows two characters, Clay Lockhart and Ellie Mills. In the 1950s, Clay Lockhart's wife dies during a terrible storm. Witnesses claimed they could hear his cries in the night over the sound of the rain but come morning, the house and the land it stood on has been cleaved away. The story goes that it floats out in the water, with sightings being reported about it for years. Ellie Mills finds the island one night and manages to set foot there, meeting the fabled Clay Lockhart not looking a day older than he did the night his home tore away from the coast. Haunted by the memory of what she found, Ellie grows up doubting what she remembers until she hears that the island has been sighted again. Deciding once and for all to find it again, Ellie manages to return to the island and to Clay Lockhart, where she has to learn that some impossible things are possible and the things worth living for are sometimes not what you expect to find.

I'll start off by saying that while the overall effect of this book is beautiful, it was undoubtedly, utterly heartbreaking. I started this a few days ago and managed to finish it last night and good grief, I'm still kind of reeling from it. I loved the writing, the whimsical way of invoking the feeling of living a fabled life, and at the same time, oh wow, not what I expected once I reached that ending. I kept thinking of things like, don't put off for tomorrow what you can do today. Live the life you want to live. Carpe diem. The future is not guaranteed. All of these thoughts have been swirling in my head since finishing this book and my dreams were filled with crashing waves and bottomless waters that made me feel unmoored by the time I climbed out of bed. This book feels like a tragic fairytale, the kind with sharp edges. I loved it and yet, it's difficult to put into words the whys behind the feeling. The parting sentiment from this book could almost be called depressing and yet, I think the reasoning behind it is because this book shows not just one choice, Ellie returning to the island, but then shows each and every single choice she makes from there on out. It shows an entire lifetime of choices almost and when you put that all together in a book, the effect is both incredible and tragic to behold. Especially when you get to the ending.

Ellie Mills was an interesting character, a woman who tried so hard to want the things that are expected for her and yet comes to realize that yearning for something else is not necessarily a bad thing. Trying to find something more, understanding that you can deserve a different kind of life, something you only dreamed of, is a kind of quiet strength not often seen in books. Ellie has to come to terms with the fact that wanting something more is okay, making the decision to be happy for herself is just as important as anything else. I loved that journey for her, knowing that each day she was making the choices to try for something different, to be something other, and her transformation over the course of the story was the driving force of the book. Her connection to Clay Lockhart was the kind of love that builds from nothing, becoming a force that ties two souls together for not just this lifetime but EVERY lifetime. I thought Clay was tragic because of what had happened to him and how he's been living for so many decades but it takes resilience to live alone on a floating island for as long as he has managed. The life he built and the things he learned while being adrift, it was all breathtaking, the idea of being at the whim of the water and the wind and still getting up everyday to live his life. Ellie and Clay together made me feel like I was taking deep breaths and holding them, waiting for them to come together and then watching each day as they made the choices again and again to work together to keep their livelihood going all the while choosing each other. It was heartwarming to witness.

The pacing had a flow to it, a rhythm that was careful with it's reveals, slowly building up to the final images of the book. I'm still not over that ending, the ideas it left behind in my head and my heart. I might not remember every individual detail of this book but I think this ache in my chest is going to stay with me for a while. This is like a story you heard once upon a time, a legend that has been passed down for generations, the exact meaning or lesson you are meant to learn different for each person that hears it. I want to delve into the specifics but I feel like the effect of the book will be lost if I give anything more of it away. What I found in the synopsis was enough to get me to read this book but the experience of reading the book itself was more than I thought I would find and it will stay with me for a long time to come.

Rating on my Scale: 10 Stars. I have a couple of Ernshaw books left to read, which is good because I feel a little bereft after this book experience. If you are a fan of Shea Ernshaw, this is one of her BEST stories. Read this book if you want something that feels a dream you once had or a story you want to remember and be prepared to sit with the feelings it leaves behind once it is done.

Book Review: Most Likely to Murder by Lish McBride

My thanks to Netgalley, Penguin Young Readers Group, G.P. Putnam's Sons Books for Young Readers and Lish McBride for the eARC of this book in exchange for a review.

A long time ago, nearly a dozen years maybe, I picked up a book called Hold Me Closer, Necromancer. The title made me chuckle because of the connection to the song and while I didn't grow up when the song was popular, I had eventually found my way to Elton John so I could appreciate the fun the title was having with it's rhyme. Then I started reading the book, about a young man named Sam who discovers he is a necromancer and I slowly became a fan for life of Lish McBride. What truly sold me on that first book was the name of the main character. You see, Sam was born on Samhain, the pagan holiday, and his mother decided to give him that for his name. And at first the fact that he was called SAM was making me a little disappointed until Sam explained that his name is pronounced SOWIN, he was only called Sam because his Dad wanted to get back at his mom for giving his that name.

SOLD!! Seriously, it might be insignificant but I knew, from that sentence forward, I would read everything that McBride wrote from then on out. I have read several books that have Samhain pronounced Sam-hane, actually going to the trouble to explain that is how it is pronounced and it would just bug me so much. So Lish McBride gained my admiration and full devotion as a reader with that sentence alone. Obviously it helped that the book was amazing. I've bought copies of ALL of them since (still waiting on word of a new Uncanny Romance, fingers crossed), so this was automatically added to my cart when it was available to order. I jumped at the chance to read it when I found it for review and I'm happy to report that it was exactly what I expected as a teen slasher written by Lish McBride. Dark and funny, filled with memorable characters and creepy deaths, I devoured this book in a day.

Most Likely to Murder follows two seniors and best friends, Rick and Martina, two teenagers happy enough with their lives on the fringes at school and the supposed culprits behind a few big pranks (never proven). When the school yearbook gets passed out at lunch, the layout for the "Most likely to..." page has been redone, listing certain classmates and faculty with macabre titles, the words coming off as threats as they hint at ways these specific people will die. Rick and Martina are automatically suspected of the prank, despite the fact that they too are featured on the page. When their school counselor is pulled out of the lake, the same way his picture and its title predicted he'd die, the whole school is on edge. Then more students end up dead the way the layout predicted and now Rick and Martina and the surviving members of the layout page have to come together to figure out who the killer is and why they are on the list before another one of their ranks ends up dead.

The story drew me in from the start. The idea of it was enough to draw me in, being a former member of my own school's yearbook staff, so the logistics and the image it made in my mind made me eager to give the book a try. The plot is perfect for the readers who grew up reading Christopher Pike and R.L. Stine, just like McBride states on the acknowledgements page, and if you're familiar with those books, you'll see the inspiration easy. The book was exactly what I wanted, creepy enough to keep me reading with characters I cared about, and I was invested from the start. I loved Rick and Martina, their families and their interests.

I admired Rick, a young man trying his best to pick up the slack for his mom and sister after his father abandoned the family. I wanted a best friend like Martina, who kept her head when the adults at the school suspected she and Rick were behind the prank, and who fought back and protected Rick when some students pushed back too hard about being targeted even though they had no proof that Rick and Martina were behind it. They were easy to love and I wanted to keep these two safe from harm. As their group expanded to include the other kids targeted in the yearbook, I slowly came to care for each character. A book becomes a great book when you have a group of teenagers on a page and are able to name each one and what their interests are without any trouble. Sometimes characters bleed together but not with this book.

In terms of plot, the reveals worked with keeping me hooked to the story. Add in chapters that fill in background story, things happening off the center stage of the story, and I am completely invested. Those extras caught me a little off guard but if you're familiar with slashers, it is par for the course and a must need to keep your attention. It was creepy and the descriptions made my eyes widen in surprise and I was constantly either smiling because of the banter between the teenagers or dropping my jaw a little when another character bit the dust.

I was trying to figure out who the villain was and while my prediction was right, I was not in any way disappointed by figuring it out early. I've just read a LOT of these kinds of books. It's a point of pride to be able to figure these out but it does not in any way detract from the experience of reading this story. It is a quick read and that is in thanks to the way it was written and the way the story unfolds, all plusses in my opinion. Nothing drags or feels out of place, everything just adds to the story and to the world in general. If McBride decides to set other books in this world, expanding this into a kind of series, I would be first in line to read those books.

I want to talk about so much more about this book but to do so would veer into spoiler territory and this book deserves the reveals it earned. The story unfolded the way it needed to, the characters earned their place as kids that deserved to live and breathe and survive and be happy, and when I got to the end of the book, I wanted to see more. Read this book if you loved teen slasher stories filled with good scares and smart teens. I'll be here waiting to see what Lish McBride writes next.

Rating on my scale: 9.5 Stars. I LOVED this book but it is a short book/fast read kind of deal. Some people might only like the book because of that but this is a very respectable read. If you've kept up with Lish McBride books, this is exactly what you'd expect a teen slasher from McBride to be. If this is your first time reading Lish McBride, believe me when I say you should go back and read other books by McBride. Everything I've read by McBride has kept me coming back for YEARS, and I will continue to read her books for as long as she writes. 

Book Review: The Half-Hearted Queen by Charlie N. Holmberg

My thanks to Netgalley, 47North and Charlie N. Holmberg for the eARC of this book in exchange for a review.

I have been waiting, somewhat patiently, for this book. I had the fortuitous chance to read book one, The Shattered King, earlier this year before the release and leapt at the chance to read this book when it was available. On the one hand, I want to write a well-balanced review, talking about all of the character development, the plot twists and payoffs that made this book utterly brilliant. On the other, I want to scream into my hands and kick my feet and laugh maniacally like some crazed fan to extol the virtues of this book.

Guess which side is winning? Allow me to pause for a moment while I gather myself.

And now we are back. Honestly, I want to go on and on about how BRILLIANT this book is and have that somehow be enough because my emotions are still running high but at the same time, I know it's not enough to give this book flowery words of praise without delving into the contents of the story so without further ado, the review!

The Half-Hearted Queen picks up where The Shattered King left off, with Nym taken captive by King Nicosia. Nym is forced to be a political prisoner, guarding her secrets about how she healed Prince Renn while also also trying to work out the connections between the two kingdoms. Desperate to get back home, Nym has to survive the days as the prisoner to a king who will stop at nothing to figure out the inner workings of Nym's healing craft and how he can gain the talent for himself. Meanwhile, Prince Renn has to work to understand his place as the new King of Cansere, leading his people as they try to fight back the Sestan forces that have taken their homeland while an ancient prophecy starts to reveal itself. As the war continues on and Cansere realizes how ill-prepared they are for war, Prince Renn has to consider all the options he has available to save his people, including an alliance with a neighboring kingdom that could threaten his burgeoning relationship with Nym.

The story is strong. The threads from the first are carried through to this book, with reveals paying off with high emotions for me as a reader. As a book about an ongoing war, Holmberg has to work with some delicate subject matter, specifically the actions of a despicable man hellbent on getting what he wants, no matter what the costs, and how this intersects with the treatment of Nym as a prisoner. It made my stomach turn and yet, for the sake of depicting war, it was necessary to see how Nym suffered away from home and away from Renn. The scenes helped to paint Nicosia as the villain and helped to show just how strong and determined Nym had become, a woman who had grown into a force that apparently put this villain on edge enough that he was almost desperate to understand what set her apart from other healers.

I wanted to enter this world and destroy Nicosia myself. There was a moment in reading about what Nym suffered that I had to put this book down and breathe because I wanted it to be over, I wanted Nym back home where she belonged, I wanted her back with Renn and I wanted her to annihilate Nicosia. This is the payoff from the first book. Holmberg has created a character that readers adore and seeing Nym suffer forces us as readers to feel for her, to be on the edge of our seats as we witness her pain. When Nym finally manages to get out of Sesta, readers are as relieved as Nym is and we are able to breathe easier. It shows the talent Holmberg has that readers will feel so deeply for the lead of this book.

Another point about the plot and the emotions is the fact that this book got to me in ways I did not expect. Yes, I felt something akin to rage towards the villain, and yes, I was also annoyed with some new characters that I was ready to boot out the door. But it was the quiet moments of reunion that got me the most. I care for the characters I read about and when I rate a book high, it usually has to do with just how much I felt about the people in the story. I cared about these characters, even the ones that did not spend so much time on the page but as I had read about them enough with what Nym said about them, I came to love the people that Nym loved too. So when a particular reunion took place on the page and there was mention of a sob being choked back, I was right there with that character, rapidly blinking back tears and trying to swallow around the lump in my throat because I was that invested in this plot payoff. That emotion took me off guard and yet it made me smile, because a truly great book will make you run the gamut of emotions that the characters are going through.

But then Holmberg got me a second time, with yet another reunion between characters, and I had to put the book down because gosh darnit, my chest felt tight and my eyes were so watery I couldn't focus on the words in front of me. As a reader, I can only hope that I feel that deeply for the events of the book that I am reading, so the fact that this book got me to tear up TWICE, well, that catapults this book into all-star favorite status. You hear that sound? That's the slow clap and standing ovation I'm giving this book. And there were still moments to come that made this book continue to keep me on my toes, smiling and laughing at the romance and holding my breath at the battles, and waiting for the moment that the villain finally gets what is coming to them.

It was all a sight to behold.

The characters are still solid, even the new additions. Renn is still the strong lead that is necessary to keep Nym hoping for more than what she ever that would be possible for her future. Their interactions were swoon-worthy and their back-and-forths proved that their match was the one to root for. I loved how Renn was shown to have gained all of this strength and yet the character that was shaped by a lifelong illness was proven to be a humble man, wishing to keep the spotlight off of himself and yet accepting that in order to win the war, all the hopes of his people were set on him and what he could do. I loved his resolve and his determination to keep Nym, the person who loved him for who he was before he was healed and the woman who had sacrificed so much of herself to fix him. The book showed just how much Renn had absorbed in his life being in the background of his family and how he was able to use his knowledge to strategize how to win the war and work out an alliance that would hopefully keep his people safe now and in the future.

This time around, readers are given more time with Princess Eden and she proved to be a quiet force that kept Nym focused when she was captured. Eden was shaped by the life that she had led and I appreciated how Holmberg showed that Eden could see what had come before and after the events at the start of the book and how she had been sheltered as a member of the nobility compared to what Nym had gone through in her life. If Holmberg decides to continue writing in this world, I would read a duology focused on Princess Eden and what she has to overcome after the events of this book. I was happy when more of Nym's family made an appearance in the story even though I wanted all of them sequestered somewhere away from the battles. I wanted horrible things to happen to some less than likable certain characters, which shows that Holmberg can make readers hate characters just as much as she can make us love the people in this story.

In my review of the first book, my only complaint was that I wasn't really sure about how much time was passing between the different events of the story. This time around, Holmberg has the specifics that made this exactly what I needed to understand the heavy emotions of the book. The passage of time has a weight to it that makes every moment precious so to know that it has been three months in captivity, or two months since this happened, or this long on the road, it all helps to convey the effort it takes for these characters to get to the resolution of the book. I wanted to be able to keep track of time and the specifics were there to help me understand the loss and the relief as Nym moved through this book. It was everything I could have asked for right when I needed to know it, to help me feel just how difficult things had become for Nym while she was in Sesta, to understand the high emotion of Nym receiving certain surprises in the story, to illustrate exactly what the characters were pushing through as they tried to win the war. I loved every moment that Holmberg gave us in this story and I can't think of anything that needed more because I got everything I'd hoped to see and then some with this story.

Rating on my Scale: 10 Stars!!! This book gave me everything I needed to love it. This duology will live on a shelf of my favorite reads and I will be reading these again and again for years to come. I will be reading everything that Holmberg writes from this day forward AND I will be working my way through every past release as well, all the while working on getting physical copies of every book so that they can all live together on a shelf dedicated to the works of Charlie N. Holmberg. If you read the first book, this book is the perfect ending to the story. If you haven't read The Shattered King yet, what are you waiting for? Run and get a copy now and be prepared to fall in love with the story of Nym and Renn.

Book Review: An Ordinary Sort of Evil by Kelley Armstrong

My thanks to Netgalley, St. Martin's Press, Minotaur Books and Kelley Armstrong for the eARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

I have so many Kelley Armstrong books.

I've collected them for years. I still remember the series that made me want to read everything from Kelley Armstrong. I was randomly searching through books from my city's digital library when I found a book called Omens. It seemed interesting enough so I borrowed it. I was done with it by that evening, after which I promptly tried to find the rest of the series and consumed it in its entirety by the end of the week.

After that, I randomly saw A Stitch in Time for sale at Subterranean Press and I got a copy, then got the rest of that series when it became available. I started collecting the Otherworld series, searching used bookstores and websites to find every novel and novella that had been published. Then I heard the news of an upcoming series from Armstrong, a book called A Rip Through Time. The title sounded similar to A Stitch in Time, so I thought it was a spinoff and promptly pre-ordered a copy. Easy enough mistake to make but I'm glad that it happened because I LOVE this series so much. Every book is better than the last, and this book, An Ordinary Sort of Evil, is everything I've been waiting to see in this series for the last several years. I can't wait for this book to be released because all the fans of this series is going to be so excited. I spent quite some time sitting with a goofy smile on my face and hearts in my eyes during passages of this book, followed closely with shocked eyes and mouth agape because Armstrong threw in a few unexpected tidbits that caught me by surprise. I want to read this whole series again, I want to read the NEXT book already because there has to be more coming, right? I'm so grateful that the novella is out next month, even though it will set between books #4 and #5, as long as I get to spend more time in this world. THAT is how much I love these books.

An Ordinary Sort of Evil is about Mallory Mitchell, a modern-day homicide detective who has traveled 150 years back in time and now inhabits the body of a housemaid. Mallory has managed to make a good life for herself in the past, filled with people she can trust. She works for Dr. Duncan Gray, an undertaker who has an interest in what is becoming the start of forensic science, and Detective Hugh McCreadie, Dr. Gray's best friend and a well-respected officer of the law. Together they solve the murder cases that McCreadie brings to Gray for help to solve them. They know Mallory's background and have her expertise to help them, trusting her because of the friendship they have developed since the events of book 1. One night, Duncan and Mallory are summoned to the house of one of Duncan's patrons. When they arrive, they are told that a seance had taken place and that the ghost of a missing maid appeared and requested Dr. Gray by name to investigate her death. Mallory and Gray aren't sure if a crime took place but they decide to investigate in the hopes of finding the young woman alive. As they work, they are drawn into a case that has many twists and dangers that they have to stay ahead of because the case is more complex than it first appeared to be.

When I first started reading book 1, I was afraid of one thing. I was worried that the lead, a homicide detective from modern times, would walk around in the past without working to change the way she is. I thought the character would blaze around the town, demanding answers, acting the way a modern woman would despite the fact that she was in the past which would have different customs and expectations. It makes me so grumpy when I read books in which a lead is put in a situation they know nothing about and instead of being cautious and careful, they stomp around like nothing is different. So when Mallory arrived in the past, I cheered when she continued in her role as a maid, trying to fit in while working to understand where she had ended up and how she could get back home. Her reasoning was that in the event that she ended up back in her own time and body, she would want to be sure that the young woman whose place she took could slip back into her past without finding that Mallory had destroyed her life. And I LOVED that.

Mallory is one of the greatest, most interesting female main characters I've ever seen and I adore reading about her. I search every year since the first book was released to see if there will be a new book about Mallory and so far, these books don't disappoint. I love the way Mallory's mind works, how she sees the world she's in, making comparisons to the present, pointing out history that has not taken place yet, enriching the world of the story for the reader. I love the banter she has with her friends, the way they trust and believe in her, the way they know that she is intelligent and a detective in her own right and how that helps them with their cases. I love Dr. Duncan Gray, the way he holds back when he speaks but has a weakness for pastries. I love the way he believes in Mallory, the confidence he has in her abilities, the way he protects his sisters and works in a job that he inherited, being an undertaker, even though he hates it. Gray is on one hand the classic example of a Victorian and on the other an open-minded man who is not afraid of what Mallory is, fiercely independent and exceedingly intelligent. They are a match made in book heaven and their connection is what has kept me coming back to read these books, 5 novels and soon to be 3 novellas by my count so far.

I love Isla, Gray's sister, and Hugh, the detective best friend. They are the perfect companions to the two leads of this series, and together, this quartet of characters are so much fun to read about as they work on their cases together. Eccentric in the best ways and a found family that includes so many other interesting characters. After the last book, I was thinking to myself that it had been a while since we'd seen the rest of the Gray household so I was happy that so many favorites had moments in this book. Alice, the young maid with a questionable past, made an appearance with her new wildcat kitten rescued in the last adventure. Miss Wallace, the housekeeper, was around to keep Mallory on her toes. Simon, the groomsman, was the quiet support in the background, available for the many tasks and assistance that his employers needed. And we can't forget about Jack, the latest addition to the house who now works as a maid, who is also a self-described journalist who works with Isla to write out chronicles about Mallory and Duncan's adventures, which are apparently gaining popularity among a large variety of readers. Every character is enjoyable in their own way and to see them all again was such a pleasure after the last book had the main quartet out in the country for a wedding.

The main mystery of this book was an intriguing twist. I thought the idea of trying to solve a murder that no one knows for sure took place was the perfect new plot for Mallory and Gray to tackle. The idea of ghosts and spiritualism was something that gained a lot of popularity in the Victorian era, especially with Queen Victoria's interest in it, so it was definitely a draw to see how Mallory and Gray work on a case that has so many reveals that come about because of it. Also, the cameos that Armstrong placed in this book left me gobsmacked. I mean, the first big reveal was fun and I thought wow, that was unexpected but that final reveal just threw me for a loop, it was so unexpected and yet it made me giddy with laughter and FINE, okay universe, I get it, I'm going back to try reading some particular works of literature again. I swear, I say one time in a review that I don't particularly like something and then one of my new favorite books does something like THIS and okay, fine, I'll read them again. I can't be more specific than that without giving it away and that reveal is just utter perfection. Ugh, I'm still not over it.

Finally, the title of this book. I have not really thought to reflect on the titles of these books, they're usually sufficient in the sense that they perfectly encapsulate the plot of the novel and that's all there is to it. But this title, that phrase, just, I don't know if I can put it into words. When it hit in the story, I felt my stomach drop or maybe my heart turned over, just the impact that it made, a bittersweet melancholy that made me wistful and yet heartsick at the way it was used. It elevated this book just that much more compared to the rest of the series and for that, I want to shout off the rooftops about how utterly brilliant this installment was, it is just that great. I just finished talking to my Dad about this book because I bought these for him and he's catching up on the story and he LOVES these books too and until more people in our family read these, he's the only one I can talk to about how much I adored this book and have him understand because he feels the same way about these characters. I didn't spoil it though. I'm not that cruel. Still, the sentiment remains, readers will absolutely love this installment, I'm confident about that fact. I hope this series has many more books to come. Please, I beg of you, let this series continue for years to come, I love this world and its people so much.

Rating on my Scale: 10 STARS!!! Read this series and then come and read this book and revel in the reveals and the twists and the developments because this series is perfect for mystery lovers. I love these books and I will be reading these again and again for years. Please read these books so Kelley Armstrong can continue writing for this world and we readers can continue to have the opportunity of watching Mallory and Gray solve mysteries in Victorian Scotland. Then they can read everything else by Armstrong and we readers can continue to get great books from her for as long as she is able to write and we are able to read. A win-win for everyone if you ask me.

Book Review: Heartsong by S.E. Wendel

My thanks to Netgalley, Avon and Harper Voyager, and S.E. Wendel for the eARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

What caught my attention first was the beautiful cover art. The blues and purples accentuated by the pinks and oranges mixed in the clouds behind the couple. I stopped in my tracks while I was looking at new reads and looked at the synopsis. The reference to Ruby Dixon sealed the deal. I took the chance to find a new author and I'm so glad I did because this was sweet and steamy and in the end, so interesting because a good romance has to have enough story to draw you in for a series if that's the goal and this one passed with flying colors.

Heartsong has gargoyles, or more accurately grotesques, on display in a special museum owned by an eccentric couple. Anna works at this museum, taking care of the visitors by giving tours and taking care of the front desk at a job that is almost too good to be true. She's happy with her job and interested in the museum pieces, specifically a warrior that is slate grey in color. Anna calls this one her statue and takes her breaks and lunches near him when she has the chance. Masked commandos storm the museum one night that Anna is working late and Anna ends up touching her statue as she is trying to escape. He comes to life and whisks her away to safety, calling her his mate, his heartsong. Frey tells her about a fae queen who stole the magic that created his people, turning many of them into the statues that are now on display at her job. Now Anna has to try to help Frey adapt to the modern world while trying to figure out how to help the rest of the statues that were once his people. All while trying to understand the connection she has to the warrior Frey.

I loved this book. It was everything I expected for a monster romance and it kept my attention through every twist and turn it took. I'm hoping for more news about the projected sequel soon. I found the world-building interesting, the story about how Frey was created to help the Druids fight against invaders for several centuries. It sounded like a legend that could have been passed down for generations. The hook about how a fae queen stole their magic back and forced them to become statues for fifteen hundred years was tragic and I was quickly drawn in to the entire mythology built for this book. I wanted to understand everything and I was happy to go along for the ride. This is my first book from Wendel and I was impressed with the writing skill, the easy flow of the writing and the chemistry between the leads. Nothing felt clunky, threads were woven and then came together seamlessly, the reveals were earned and nothing felt out of place. As a result, I'm looking into more works by Wendel to start reading to tide me over until book 2 is released.

Anna was an intriguing character, a woman who is suffering from chronic pain in the form of debilitating migraines that she is slowly trying to get under control with the help of medical care she finally has access to because of her job. I thought this was unique because so many heroines in these stories are young and healthy, thin and maybe awkward but Anna felt like a real woman with real issues. She's a little bigger than the average woman, has struggled to build a life for herself with the problems that arise from having to live a life with chronic pain holding you back. I enjoyed the fact that Anna had childhood issues keeping her from opening up, that hold her back from trusting people and that it was part of journey to learn that she deserved good things and that it was safe to trust someone when they proved that they could be trusted. It worked at keeping me rooting for Anna to get her happily ever after.

Frey was fun, a bit of a jerk at the start of the book but quick to learn and adapt. He was once a well-respected warrior, arrogant and bullheaded, and now he is determined to protect his love from everything, even herself, no matter what. I loved how he butted heads with Anna, how he thought he was making all the right moves and had to sit back and learn when she didn't fall over swooning when the reality was that he had made an ass of himself. Frey was a sweetheart with good intentions and I enjoyed watching him learn to read Anna, to understand that he needed to hear her side and take in what she said. Their dynamic made their connection feel earned. I've read many "fated lovers" stories leave the development of the romance to rest on the idea of being fated instead of showing how that is only the first ingredient to a good love story. The characters still have to make the choice to work together and make their connection worth it in order for their story to resonate and I loved that this book showed that.

My only complaint was with the reveal about the villain. The mastermind behind the breach at the museum seemed a little off, not enough to feel like a threat. After everything that had happened in the book, it came off as a bit of a letdown. I'm not sure what I was expecting but the way it was left definitely shows that this is the first book in a series. There will be more development in later books and more answers revealed, I know that, I just really didn't care about the whys for the villain, or really anything for the villain. It's just that for now, the way this was revealed, the villain turned out to be the weakest link of the story. Still, it led to some interesting reveals for the whole book so I will be reading the prequel novella Stone Hearts, within the month.

I also adore when authors provide glossaries and chapter notes to enhance their story. I greatly appreciate an author showing the effort that they made to expand their world with real sources that I can see for myself. It really helps with the world-building and just in appealing to my senses as a reader. I'm the type of reader who enjoys footnotes and having a romance novel with that kind of information added in makes my heart sing. Read this book if you love monster romances that have realistic leads and prove that love takes work. I hope this series is going to have lots of books in the future.

Rating on my scale: 9 Stars. Seriously, this is a VERY respectable read. I loved it, I just feel really annoyed about the villain. They seemed to have too much power for very little page time and I want more definitive dealings with getting rid of them. I'll have to wait and see how they deal with them but here's hoping it's not drawn out. So far, they are not interesting enough to make me care about their devious plans. But I loved the couple and I want to know what happens with the next leads for book 2.

Book Review: Enola Holmes and the Clanging Coffin by Nancy Springer

My thanks to Netgalley, St. Martin's Press, Wednesday Books and Nancy Springer for the eARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

Gentle Reader, I can remember it like it was yesterday, the moment I discovered the Enola Holmes series. I was perusing some entertainment sites, as I was wont to do in the mornings before getting out of bed, when I saw a headline about a new film adaptation in the works. The article spoke about the new undertaking and how it would be based on the Enola Holmes books, a series that follows the adventures of a heretofore unmentioned younger sister of Sherlock and Mycroft Holmes. Color me intrigued because any mention of a Holmes adjacent or even related work is enough to garner my interest. So I went in search of the books at my library, downloaded the entire series and set to reading.

I loved those books with every fiber of my being. I've read the original six books three times each and have read the new books each at least twice. I have an autographed title sheet of the book Enola Holmes and The Case of the Bizarre Bouquets. I bought the entire previously released set of books, nine total, for my Dad last year and he is slowly working his way through them. (I also bought the entire original series for my sister but the scoundrel has yet to read them, I doubt she even knows their location, confound it.) I have also watched the movies based on the books countless times by this point, they are just a set of movies I sometimes put on late at night when I want something sunny to brighten my mood. I will also say that I had previously tried searching for news of another Enola Holmes adventure, but my search proved for naught for I found nothing to indicate that another adventure would be provided ever again. Which cemented my disappointment, dear reader, for I felt that the last Enola book was not the ending the series deserved.

THIS in the ending the series deserved.

And now without further ado, the rest of the review.

Enola Holmes has just finished attending the service of her former landlady when she hears the sound of a bell ringing. Needing to find the source of the unusual sound, she searches the cemetery until she finds the bell attached to a new headstone with a line leading into the ground of the freshly dug grave beneath it. Summoning help, Enola unearths a young woman, Trevina Trairom, who after her ordeal has lost her memory and Enola, spurred to help the lost, decides to take Trevina home with her and endeavors to help her regain her memory and find out why she was buried alive. At the same time, her brother Sherlock has come into conflict with Professor Moriarty, which leaves Enola on her own, as always, to figure out what had befallen Trevina to lead her to such a tragic fate. As the story continues, Enola proves once and for all, her rightful place as an honorable member of the Holmes family alongside her respectable siblings.

I can still remember the feeling of disappointment I had when I reached the end of Enola Holmes and the Mark of the Mongoose. I read my little review over again and still feel how meh I felt about the epilogue, which usually gave enough of a wrap-up from either Enola or Sherlock that I would feel somewhat buoyed by the parting sentiment from those last few pages. That was not the case with the last book and I immediately went searching for news that there would be another book. If I remember correctly, and obviously I was wrong because here is the book, but I could have sworn I saw some statements that indicated there would not be another publication. I distinctly remember that and it was in my last review, so it was SOMEWHERE, but now it's false so I guess it doesn't matter anyhow.

If you'll allow me, I'll explain a little more about my fascination with all things Holmes adjacent. You see, a long time ago, I took a class at university entitled, Detective Fiction and Film. Part of the syllabus had students reading some of the original Sherlock Holmes adventures and I'm sorry to say, I did not care for them. I'll wait a moment for the sounds outrage or disbelief to end and now I will say, I KNOW, they just didn't really click with me and I haven't read them since. Still, it has not discouraged me from finding other books that are Sherlock related for me to enjoy. If it has something mildly related to the lore and is a mystery, I'll try it. Which is why a series of books about the much younger sister of the Holmes siblings seemed to be the perfect fit for me. And it turned out that it was and continues to be a favorite series of mine. I'm also so ecstatic to report that this book turned out to be everything I expected for one last hurrah for a favorite character.

In this book, Enola does what she does best, takes in the lost and tries to help them. In this case, the intriguing story of Trevina and her mysterious fate was enough to keep me invested in this book. I literally started reading it last night and finished it this afternoon. Somewhere in the time there I managed to eat, drink, sleep and take care of my kids but yes, I finished this book in a day. I loved every thought that passed through Enola's head. She's a smart young woman who follows the teachings of her mother and manages to one-up her siblings by being brilliant at what she does. She's a master of disguise, plans her clothes to allow for hidden weapons on her person and has amassed a rather large amount of allies, people who are willing to do whatever it takes to help her succeed. By this point in the series, readers should be familiar with Harold, the cab driver, Joddy, the boy in buttons, Mrs. Hudson, Mary Watson and even Florence Nightingale. Each has their own part to play as Enola tries to understand the mastermind villain that would abuse their niece and leave her buried in a cemetery.

I want to talk more about the plot but there has to be a point I don't cross and I can't say more without giving the entire story away. Suffice to say, every clue made me that much more invested in this story. I did not want to stop reading for anything and I'm happy that the experience of reading this was quick even if I wish there was more to read. Still, when I reached the final sentences of the epilogue of this book, I wanted to lift my hands up and cheer. I've already gone back to read it twice more because it was the perfect ending to the series. If this book is actually, well and truly, the LAST Enola Holmes adventure, well then reader, I am supremely satisfied.

Reader, if anything, go back and read this entire series. If you like the movies, you'll love these books. Each adventure is different and fun and Enola is a wonderful character to read about as she grows up into an accomplished perditorian, or a finder of lost things and people. It was a long time coming to this end but it was all worth it to read those final words. Nancy Springer, hats off to you, well done, and bravo.

Rating on my Scale: 10 STARS!!! I loved, loved, LOVED this final book of Enola Holmes and I can't wait to have my copy join its companions on my shelves (even though it has yet another cover redesign, but fine, beggars can't be choosers.) Buy this book for any fan of the mystery genre, that's how much I loved this book and the series overall. And now I bid you adieu, gentle reader, and Happy Halloween!

Book Review: Agnes Aubert's Mystical Cat Shelter by Heather Fawcett

My thanks to Netgalley, Del Rey, Random House Worlds, Inklore and Heather Fawcett for the eARC of this book in exchange for a review.

I'm going to try something new here with my review, one line to CONVINCE you to read this book. Are you ready for this one line wonder?

Howl's Moving Castle but with CATS!!

No, I'm serious, if that had been the line someone told me to convince me to read this book, those would be the magical words, the pìece de résistance that would have made me clasp my hands together and fall to my knees because yes, that is a book I NEED.

And Agnes Aubert's Mystical Cat Shelter did not disappoint.

Oh, how I LOVED this book. It was sweet, and charming, romantic and funny and filled with cats coming out of the dark corners and alleys everywhere in this book and I want to be a volunteer at Agnes' cat sanctuary, do you think she'd let me help? I came away from this book half convinced to start my own charity with the aim to get cats adopted and then I thought wait, how about volunteer at the humane society? After which I came to my senses because I barely have time to SLEEP, how exactly do I have the time to manage a one woman crusade to rescue cats? THAT is what this book did to me. I can't wait to see it take over and conquer reader's hearts, one cat toe bean at a time.

Agnes Aubert has made it her life's mission to rescue every cat she can find on the streets of Montreal. After a duel between two wizards leaves her original shelter with a hole in the wall, she is forced to relocate to a shop that turns out to be too good to be true. The owner of her new shop space is Havelock Renard, a wizard who tried to bring about the apocalypse a few years earlier and who also runs an illicit magic shop in the same space, and the cat shelter is now in place to hide his activities from authorities. As the two come to work together to make Agnes's dream of expanding her cat shelter a reality and getting homes in place for every cat in the city, a dangerous wizard from Havelock's past returns, determined to take everything from Havelock that they possibly can. Agnes now has to work with Havelock to save her shelter, his shop and the possibility of something more for the both of them together in the future.

I love Agnes. This is a no-nonsense, list-making, type-A personality that spoke to the depths of my soul. Here was a woman who looked at a problem and created a solution, a cat shelter to help cats get adopted. She even has a deal in place with a veterinarian to get them treated and ready for their forever homes! That alone shows so much initiative, even if she does sometimes seem to be too focused on getting her cats off the streets and safe. Seriously, there was a cat called Your Majesty that I would have foisted off on my worst enemy ages ago but Agnes was too kind to do that. I loved Agnes and her sister Èlise, who understood her sister without the two having to exchange any words. Their relationship felt so real, I was reminded of my own sister and the easy way we have of knowing what the other is thinking and oh, I loved these two on the page together.

Havelock Renard is Howl re-imagined, I can't say it enough. This was a wizard with so much power but was reluctant to let people get to know him. The fact that he was allergic to cats but never forced Agnes out of the shop said a lot about his character. I loved the surly attitude and yet the show of how he cared for the few people he held dear and his back and forth with Agnes made me smile. Basically, Havelock's interactions with everyone made me smile, from his sarcasm with dealing with Èlise to his careful care to dealing with Yannick, his apprentice, to the way he handled the villain of the work, Havelock was the perfect foil to Agnes. His reservation made sense and his shop was so interesting and the fact that it was disorganized made me wait in anticipation of Agnes entering his space and getting it into order.

The villain of the piece was interesting despite their not having spent that much time on the page. The ending that came about for them made me smile though so there is that, which was funny because I wanted something big to happen to them and yes, what it came to made me feel satisfied. The world building was interesting, the way that magic worked for wizards, how they created spells and artifacts and what magic meant to them was so intriguing. It was easy to grasp and made sense and it felt like something believable.

But the best parts, for me, involved the few patrons that adopted the cats in the book. They came in and bonded with cat that spoke to them, and their words of wonder at finding a companion made me feel like I'd found my people. Cat people will read this book and feel a kinship to Agnes and the people who come to her to find a new member of their family. Readers will read the description of each cat and their perfect names and have their favorites and maybe even think they can find a cat like that out here in the real world. This book was a warm hug and a cat to keep you company and it was the perfect read for the autumn season.

Read this book. Seriously, if you love Howl and you love cats, this is the book that will fit in with your favorites on a shelf. I loved every moment of this book so much, I wish there would be more adventures with Agnes and Havelock in the future. At least I have the Emily Wilde books to keep me company, and there are THREE of those to read. Also, it probably goes without saying but I will now read everything I can find by Heather Fawcett.

Rating on my scale: 10 Stars! Love, love, love this book. I hope everyone loves it too. That is all, happy readers!

Book Review: The House Saphir by Marissa Meyer

My thanks to Netgalley, Macmillan Audio and Marissa Meyer for the audiobook of this work in exchange for a review.

A long time ago, I tried to read Cinder by Marissa Meyer. I'm not sure what it was that happened but I ended up putting the book down. A few years later, I saw that Meyer had continued with her series of retellings and randomly picked up Scarlet and started to read. I finished the book by lunchtime. I finished Cress and Winter by the next day and then finally picked Cinder up and tried it again. I LOVED the last 3 books of the series but I only just liked the first one. It's just the way things go sometimes with books. You can love some books from an author but sometimes one book of theirs just doesn't click with you the way you expect it to and that is perfectly fine. Unfortunately, that was the case with The House Saphir and me.

The House Saphir follows Mallory Fontaine, a young woman who has made a living giving tours through the Saphir house in her town, the site where the Count Bastien Saphir murdered his first wife. Mallory calls herself an expert, she knows all the details about the mansion. She's also a fraud, working with her sister to sell fake spells to patrons, and setting up the house to scare her customers in the hopes of getting a good tip at the end. But her fortunes change when Armand, heir of the Saphir line, comes looking for the Fontaine sisters, hoping they can help him to rid the country manor of the ghost of the Count himself, who came back through the veil some years earlier. Mallory sees this as the perfect opportunity to get enough money for herself and her sister. Who cares if the only thing Mallory is able to do is talk to ghosts? She'll make sure that Armand believes she's a witch who can get rid of the ghost, no matter what it takes. But when another murder happens on the property while the sisters are there, Mallory is forced to figure out who is behind it. Is it the ghost of Monsieur Le Bleu, or is the murderer someone mortal on the property? And does Mallory have enough witch in her to put a stop to it before someone else dies?

The story of Bluebeard has been used in a few retellings, following a man known for marrying his wives and then killing them in some bloody manner. When I heard that Meyer was working on her own retelling, I waited for the right opportunity to preorder a copy. I thought it would be a great mix, Meyer, an author whose retellings I'd been keeping up with for years and Bluebeard, a bloody fairytale just waiting to be retold again. For all intents and purposes, I did LIKE this book. At the same time, there are things that held me back from LOVING this book, which bums me out so much.

The first thing that bugged me about this book was the lead, Mallory Fontaine. Oh good grief, I wanted to wring this child's neck. She drove me absolutely bonkers. Every action of hers was motivated by her greed, her intent was to swindle anyone and everyone. When confronted with the truth, she still made every claim that it had nothing to do with what she had done and while I listened to this audiobook, I found myself talking back to this kid, griping at her, snapping when she'd done yet something else that made me want to throw my hands up in despair. I might have banged my head on the counter a few times because please, let me smack her, just once, she needs to get her head straight, she can't possibly be this obstinate, there has to be something redeemable about her. And yet no, the hits just kept coming with this girl, I rolled my eyes so much I think I pulled a muscle. I tried to give credit to Meyer for an unlikable lead that would get some kind of redeeming story arc but honestly, by the end of the book, I barely tolerated her, it was the characters around her that made her into something a little better. Since the book is from Mallory's point of view, it was difficult to finish it. I wanted to put this down so many times but I stuck it out because I wanted to know if the twist I'd thought of was correct and I liked the ghosts of the murdered wives. Even Mallory's sister, Anais, did nothing to redeem Mallory. If Anais wasn't stealing the many shiny things that caught her attention, then she was just there to let Mallory repeat over and over that they were there at the mansion to get their money, it didn't matter that they couldn't help Armand, the money was all that mattered. Excuse me while I get something to bang my head against, won't be a moment.

The next thing that just didn't work for me was the romance. When Armand is introduced, it seemed like he could be an interesting character. Here was a guy who mostly understood who Mallory was, a young woman who had been trespassing on his property for who knows how long, conducting tours based on his murderous ancestor. But the moment the Fontaine sisters end up on the property, Armand is not given as much development as he needed to make him interesting. He has an interest in plants, which is "different", I guess because what kind of wealthy young man takes the time to learn about plants and then grows his own? Armand is worried about becoming something like his ancestor and what is left of his staff seem to treat him like family but every moment he spends with Mallory is filled with lingering glances and attempts to spend time one on one with her and I'm sitting here thinking why is this moving so fast? Where is the banter that makes a reader smile and yearn and maybe even swoon? The effort might have been there from Armand at times but Mallory is such a drag, it all falls to the side. When Mallory starts to reflect on how handsome Armand is, just randomly and out of the blue sometimes, it felt shoehorned in because it needed to be there, not because the romance was developing at a natural pace. Both of these characters could have been more. I'm sorry their story didn't resonate enough with me to like them together.

I liked the ghosts of the dead wives but there wasn't a lot of them on the page. I liked the background of the Fontaine sisters but it feels like there is a lot of story missing there. Maybe Meyer is saving that for companion pieces but who knows? I liked the reveals about certain plot points involving the ghost and his intentions but the overall impression of Monsieur Le Bleu was that he was just a bad guy, that was it. The book overall felt very surface level, maybe barebones, without enough to make the story really feel intriguing. It's just there and meh, and that makes me feel so tired because I wanted this to be absolutely brilliant. I know Meyer has the ability to make me love her books but this one just made me feel like it tried too hard to make Mallory not like other girls and characters like that just bug me. In the end, what saved this for me was everything except the main plot and that is not enough to make me a fan of the book.

The audiobook was an interesting experience for me. While I liked narrator Rebecca Soler, I continuously felt like I didn't know what the time period of the book was. Soler had a very clear and distinct way of speaking but for me, it made the book feel like it was set in modern times. Also, every now and then, there were moments where lines were looped in that sounded different from the original production. The story would be flowing and then suddenly the voice sounded like it was closer than it was before, louder too, which was jarring enough to make me stop the book and rewind it so I could listen to it again. I know there is a lot that goes into the production of audiobooks and I am very grateful for all the work the narrator and the team go through to make this audiobook available for readers. If anyone part of that process reads this point, I hope it helps with making future audiobooks sound a little smoother with the transitions in piecing together the audio sessions. It just needs a little tweaking to make it sound seamless, otherwise it was great work.

Rating on my scale? 4 Stars. It started out strong enough, it felt like it would be my kind of book, but then Mallory proved over and over again that she was not a girl I was going to click with and it all went downhill from there. Read if you want to see a new take on the Bluebeard tale but be wary of girls determined to prove they're master con artists when the reality is far from that.

Book Review: Silver & Blood by Jessie Mihalik

My thanks to Netgalley, Avon and Harper Voyager, and Jessie Mihalik for the eARC of this book in exchange for a review.

I just finished reading this book and there is only one thought repeating itself in my head: Jessie Mihalik, you have outdone yourself!

I have been reading books by Jessie Mihalik since the 2019 release, Polaris Rising, book 1 of the Consortium Rebellion trilogy. If my memory is right, I was wandering around my local bookstore when the cover art caught my eye. I was ready to try something new and the synopsis hooked me. Now here we are, six years later, and I've bought every Mihalik book in paperback and eBook since and read each at least three times or more. Yes, I need to read the original trilogy that Mihalik released but I look at things this way: Silver & Blood is not out until January 2026, which means the 2nd book could be a year out from there, totaling 15 months in which I am waiting for the next book. More than enough time to have some Mihalik books I haven't read to keep me company. And there's some novellas too that might last me to this Thanksgiving. All to say this: it's going to be a long wait to book 2.

Silver & Blood is about Riela, who has been living on her own for a long time before her powers as a mage suddenly appeared. Now she has agreed to her village's insistence that she go into the woods to kill the monster that has been attacking her foolish neighbors at night. When Riela finds more monsters than she had anticipated, she's rescued by a handsome mage and his trusted wolf. She ends up a guest in Garrick's castle where she hopes to learn how to control her power. As time goes on, Riela finds out that Garrick is an exiled king, stuck on this side of a magical door that leads to Lohka, where the rest of the Etheri are and where he sent the rest of his court before they were trapped with him. Now Riela, with her growing magical talent, has to work with Garrick to understand where her magic came from and how to get the door open before the Blood King, who trapped Garrick in this world, manages to capture Riela and her magic for himself. As they start to fall for each other, the truth about Riela's origins threaten the tenuous ties between them and Riela's hopes for the future.

First of all, for me this had a lot of Beauty and the Beast vibes, so right there that cemented this as an absolute awesome book for me. Also, within a day of Riela becoming a guest at Garrick's castle, she finds a massive magical library. Seriously, a book can't go wrong when it gives you a magical library. With that said, the world of this book started to fill in and kept me hooked trying to understand the hows and the whys of everything going on. I found it interesting that Riela was a seemingly ordinary woman until a flood that threatened to wipe out her village caused her magic to suddenly manifest, allowing her to save them by forcing the water to go around their homes. The fact that she's an older protagonist is definitely a plus, because Riela was able to think logically when she had to stop and take stock of her surroundings and what was going on. She had fits of temper, don't get me wrong, but she was able to reflect on her situation and try to work out things for herself and I like that in the leads of a good romantasy book. Most of the book follows Riela's perspective with a handful of chapters from Garrick's point of view, showing how the king has become wary in isolation and how he perceives Riela with her magic and her connection to the Etheri. Their development worked individually and as a couple and I loved their banter and their fights because a good couple needs to be able to fight and then come back together stronger than before. By the time the final line hit, I had a massive grin on my face and just about fell over. I even wanted to cheer a little because THAT is how well that ending hit for me. It just stuck the landing and judging gives it 10 points for perfect execution, form and technique.

As for the world itself, I was very intrigued at the the way the castle and the forest worked for the setting. It turns out that anything magical that enters the forest is unable to leave it again because of a curse that was placed on it by some powerful Etheri sovereigns. The idea was to keep humans safe from the monsters that wandered through the trees and the Etheri who had no problem taking humans for pets. That definitely colors the impression of these magical people, who have apparently been thought to have gone out of existence because they hadn't been seen in at least a century. It all lends a tragic slant to the story because all Riela wants to do is go back to the home that has the memory of her father in it and now she can't step past the treeline. It also lends a sort of urgency to Riela wanting to master her magic so that she can see if there is some way for her to return to the life that she once had. The creatures that live in the woods were also interesting in the sense that they gave the right amount of a threat to keep Riela in the castle where it was safest without it being just a convenient way to keep the main couple together. I appreciate books that give the couple the distance they need to find their way back to each other. It makes the connection feel earned instead of just simple, and it's stronger as a result.

Side characters were well-developed, even the ones not directly seen on the page. The Blood King is only mentioned by the people in the book and I already hate him with a fiery passion. I know once he makes his appearance on the page in book 2, I'm going to have a hard time watching what he does to the leads of the first book. All of that already and I have not even been formally introduced to the guy yet. I loved Grim and the people of the Silver Court and the little glimpses seen of Riela's parents when she spoke of them and her loss. The cast was lovely and I hope to see more of them in the coming books.

Mihalik is talented as a writer. I have been coming back to read Mihalik's books for years because I know that I will end up loving the couple at the center of every adventure. This is the first time I've read the more fairytale/fantasy based work by Mihalik but if this is the direction she's going to continue to move in, I'm all for it. Past series had each book focus on a separate couple that was part of a found family type of situation but I don't think that will be the case here. There might be a dual storyline situation in the next book but that just might be me trying to hope for too much. If anything, as long as there is a chance for more books, other leads might take the center stage after this initial conflict of the Blood King is resolved. But I'm getting too far ahead of myself. If you are a fan of Mihalik's past works, this is a book you NEED to read. If you like the romantasy trend in the book world right now, this book is right up your alley. It is filled with everything that makes these books great like forced proximity for the leads, a magical castle that tries to do what you say and a beautiful library that is out of a dream. What more can readers ask for in their next romantasy read?

Rating on my Scale: I've had time to sit with this a few hours and I'm giving it 10 Stars. I just loved everything about it and I know that I will read this again once I have my copy in my hands. The wait is going to be long until book 2 is finally out but I will be here, sitting patiently, until that moment arrives.

Book Review: The Isle in the Silver Sea by Tasha Suri

My thanks to Netgalley, Hachette Audio and Tasha Suri for the audiobook of this work in exchange for a review.

Full disclosure: I heard of this book because of V.L. Bovalino. I saw pictures of Bovalino with Tasha Suri talking about their upcoming books together and that they were touring together for their books. Since I loved The Second Death of Locke, I looked into what information was available for The Isle in the Silver Sea. It sounded interesting so I added it to my list of books I want to read. When I saw this was available to listen to, I decided to take a chance to see if I could get approved. I was so excited when I got the email and immediately started carving time out of my day to devote to listening to this book. I can say with the upmost certainty, this was a wonderful book. I'm so grateful I already pre-ordered a copy because I'm going to go through it and read over passages to relive this book again. It was engaging and unique and I enjoyed this book so much.

In the alternate Britain of The Isle in the Silver Sea, the country is literally fueled by its stories. As a result, these stories are reborn again and again, for centuries now, forcing people, known as incarnates, to relive the fates inscribed in the words of those stories. The story of the Knight and the Witch is one of those stories, about a pair that fall in love with each other and then die tragically. Simran is the new witch of this story and Vina is now the Knight. They have just met, they know the end of their story, and while Vina has more or less accepted her fate, Simran wants to fight it. As they start to trust each other, maybe even fall for each other, they meet a mysterious assassin who has been killing off off incarnates. Now Simran and Vina have to find a way to rewrite their story so that it is strong enough to change their doom and finally give them a chance to find a way to reach their future and choose each other without it being part of a story.

I loved these two women. There's no other way about it, Simran and Vina are delightful. I loved the sass from Simran and the self-deprecating humor from Vina. Both had led interesting lives up to the point that they finally meet. They understood who they were going to be and yet they were able to be their fates and that much more. Simran was devoted to the family she had created for herself and the family she left behind when she realized her fate as the Witch of the tale. It made her both devoted and tragic. Vina was raised in the castle, constantly told about the fate she was meant for, and while her childhood was not as loving as Simran's, she still managed to hold on to a sense of honor and loyalty to the friends she was raised with, Edmund and Matthias, fellow knights in the castle. After Simran and Vina meet, they're slowly forced to come together again and again, as the Eternal Queen in charge of Britain is determined to gather all the incarnates together in the palace to avoid losing any more of them to the assassin. There is also a group known as the archivists who work for the queen, trying to preserve the stories and ensure that they continue to play out again and again without any variations. It's all intricate and interesting and I wish there was more to this because I still have so many questions.

That brings me to the world building. As much as I loved the characters, I still have so MANY questions about this world. How many stories are there? How many have been lost because of the assassin? What made these stories start their never-ending cycles? How does the existence of these stories effect the land? Because when a story dies as a result of one of the incarnates being killed, the land the story fuels is apparently wiped from existence and I still have so many questions about this. Also, who created the archivists? Because at the start of every chapter, there is a piece of writing that talks about the world and the tales and each of these little inserts is given a judgement by the archivists to either be kept or destroyed and where did this group come from? Why do they have so much control? Are they loyal to the crown or just loyal to the overall story of the Isle? Where did they learn what they do and how many ways have they changed things to fit the narrative they have created for the Isle? I was hooked on all of it but I'm a stickler for details and I wanted MORE. That's why I want to read this again, so I can go chapter by chapter and make notes to be sure I understand everything that Tasha Suri put in this book.

A long time ago, let's say it was, well, never mind about the timing, moving on, I took a class in college called King Arthur Through the Ages. I studied various stories focused on the legend of King Arthur and the many knights of the round table and the stories that were linked to them. Thanks to that, I was able to parse out some of the things Suri put into this book, like the names Elaine and Morgaine, and the legends that are tied with them. There are other things I recognized but I feel that veers into spoiler territory and I try very hard not to spoil books for readers if I can help it. Still, that knowledge helped to fill in just that much more of this book and as a result, I really want to know every inspiration that Suri used to build this book. I want to be able to find all those sources and read them for myself and then I want to dig through this book and put all the pieces together. It's a puzzle, the pieces are there and it's been solved but I want to understand the process of getting to the solution and ugh, the questions, I just want to know more.

I was hooked from the synopsis. The tale of The Knight and the Witch seemed so interesting and I wanted to be able to read it. If Tasha Suri is taking suggestions, I would love to see a complete volume of all the stories that are mentioned in this book. Besides the tales, it could also give information about the various people who have been forced to relive the tale, the part of the land it fuels, maybe even the sources Suri used to build her ideas for each tale. Hand on my heart, I would ADORE having a book like that about this world. That's how many questions I still have that I want to figure out. I also kind of wish this book had footnotes, just to provide a little more for readers like me.

The complaints I have is that one, I'm still not sure about the time period for this book. It felt like it could have been set in it's own world but then the setting would change and it would feel different and I had to take a second to reset what I thought was happening and then continue. Two is that I wanted just  little more time to develop the connection between Vina and Simran. They spend a lot of their time on a quest to save Simran's adopted family, Harry, from the assassin and the actual time for them to fall in love felt like it was sped up a bit to fit with the time frame of the book. And maybe three is that I'm still questioning the magic system and the way stories fuel the Isle and I want to know more, and I'm going to keep repeating that because argh, I have a NEED to know more. I'm a reader, it means that if something catches my attention, I will go and research it and find everything I can and then have that in my mind to inform everything else I read from there. It's a cycle of my own that I willingly let myself get sucked into and that is perfectly fine because expanding my knowledge is a useful endeavor.

Still, I highly recommend this book. If you love sapphic knights, legends and found family dynamics, this is the book for you. I also plan on reading everything else I can find by Tasha Suri so I thank this book for bringing Suri to my attention.

Before I forget, Shiromi Arserio is AMAZING as the narrator for this audiobook. There is a musical quality to the way she reads, which made it easy to get lost in the book. I found myself listening to lines again because she has a way of conveying the feelings of the characters so that it was easy for me to go along for the ride. I actually cheered at the reappearance of a character in part 2 because I was so swept up in how Arserio was performing the book. I'm adding Shiromi Arserio to the list of audiobook narrators I'm collecting for books to listen to because I love the performances they give. The entire production was well-made, clear and concise and the perfect audiobook to listen to whenever I could squeeze in the time to listen (and let's be honest, I even listened to this book when I was supposed to be doing anything else because I couldn't stop, this book and it's narrator had me hooked). Hachette Audio did a wonderful job with this production and I will now be looking into other audiobooks from this publisher.

Rating on my Scale: 9 Stars. I would give 10 but there are some minor quibbles and I want to be sure that people understand there might be some things in the book that could irk them. Still, this is a beautiful, unique story that I'm so grateful I got the chance to read. I can't wait for my book to arrive in the mail so I can read it all over again.