Book Review: Rage of Krakens by Juliette Caruso

It was one of those no-brainer types of scenarios. Want to read a book about a former knight and witch? Definitely. As I was reading, I found hours just passing by, I was so completely immersed in this world and devoted to its characters. I loved the ideas of the world-building, the characters, the way everything evolved and moved. By the time I got to the end, I was wishing for more but at the same time, I am so grateful to know that this book is whole on its own. How much did I love this book? I have started collecting other Juliette Caruso books for myself to start reading when I want to read a romantasy book I KNOW I will love. I have three more books already waiting for me to read.

Rage of Krakens follows former knight Cai, living in exile after she was accused of witchcraft. Two years earlier, her warship was attacked by the King of Witches. Cai tried to defeat him but was injured in the fight and her ship and its entire crew was lost. Cai only remembers something in the water taking her to safety, an ancient beast deep in the water. Now, Cai is forced to watch over a prisoner, Roiven, the same King of Witches she fought before. Roiven has been enchanted to follow her every command but as things begin to change on the isle where they are both being kept, Cai starts to realize that the Empire she has devoted her life to is not what it seems. The two begin to trust each other, with Cai starting to come around to wanting to help the witches in the war, until Roiven makes a mistake, driving Cai away. Cai has to find the truth about her past and her connection to the Kraken in order to be the force the witches need to keep them from being destroyed by the very force she worked for her entire life.

The world-building in this book was so interesting, every aspect kept my attention and I loved the fact that the world we readers are first given changes over the course of the book. The book starts off on a warship with Cai, where we learn how the Empire runs their ships and what they sacrifice for power and that they are at war with the witches. Within pages we have a big attack on the ship, showing the threat  that Cai lives with as a knight and what it means for her to defend her crew. This is only one side of the equation though, for as quick as we are given Cai in battle, as a respected knight, we are just as quickly given Cai in exile on an isle where she has been living for the last two years, seemingly forgotten by the Empire and her adopted father. The world has changed and readers learn the ins and outs of it alongside Cai as she learns them when the King of the Witches is assigned to her as a prisoner to guard. The magic system was the best part of this book, the way the witches used their power and how they bonded to a familiar, explaining it as their bond made the witch and their familiar a part of the same soul, which made their connections resonate so much more compared to how the Empire took power and used their magic for force. I loved seeing the different aspects of the witches as Cai started to interact with them over the course of the book. As the world changes, it also expanded in so many ways, making this world feel real and the battles in it high-stakes for the people in them.

I loved these characters. I'll admit, Cai had a habit of being quick to judge at the start but over the course of this adventure, she starts to recognize when she would need to think something over again and I loved seeing that kind of growth in a character that was so stubborn and strong from the start. Once Roiven enters the picture, I loved the banter between him and Cai, the way they butted heads and hated one another at the start and how the subtle shifts started between them as they began to trust each other. On his own, I loved how Roiven was devoted to his people and to his familiar, how he was willing to do all he could to keep the witches safe and how that, in turn, led to him wanting to help Cai and keep her safe. The cast was filled with so many interesting people, from the witches in hiding that Cai begins to interact with to the people she still cared for from the Empire and even the magical familiars we got to see on the page. I could see how difficult it was for Cai to take the strides necessary to change and yet as she worked to do more, her development was a driving force for the novel. Besides a few characters, nearly every person in this book was worth following and you know a book is great when you're ready to defend its cast of characters to the death.

As for the plot, I knew what we were going to expect with a development but the way it unfolded kept me enthralled with every reveal for Cai. As her connection to Roiven changes and her opinion on the war between the Empire and the Witches starts to expand, it filled me with both joy and a little bit of anger on behalf of Cai. Everything develops naturally, nothing felt extraneous, and by the end of the book, I was so happy with the journey the book took and the way things concluded for its characters. If Caruso ever decides to come back to this world, I would love to see more of these people. The good thing is that the book feels exactly as it should for a stand-alone adventure. All questions were given the answers they needed and the outlook for the future of the characters feel like they are where they need to be to be in a good place.

I loved this book in the end and I'm so grateful I had to opportunity to read and review it. I have my hardcover ordered and I'm waiting patiently for it to come home where I can put it on my shelf with other favorite reads.

Rating on my Scale: 10 Stars, obviously. I loved this book. I know a book is great when I lose time while reading it.

My thanks to Behind the Pages PA and Juliette Caruso for the eARC of this book. 

Book Review: The Castle & The Cloister by Laura E. Weymouth

I have been collecting Weymouth's books since the first one, The Light Between Worlds, was released. Each book has been a different adventure, something unique that I've enjoyed each time I receive a new book by Weymouth to read, and I have LOVED each and every book release. This one, however, is my new favorite. The characters and their motivations, the politics that they have to navigate while trying to make a better world for the future, everything kept my attention engaged while I worked out who to root for and who to watch with a wary eye. The world that Weymouth has built in this story is so detailed and well-crafted and filled with people that could be real, it was hard to sit with their turmoil at moments because I just wanted to swoop in and save them. I knew that in the end, Weymouth would leave me wanting more from this story and I can't wait for the final book to be released.

The Castle & The Cloister is set in the nation of Honoria, conquered two centuries earlier by the Inver clan, who choose to rule with ongoing wars and blood. Honoria's current king is set on a course to start a new war that could mean more pain and loss for Honoria. Honoria used to have their people devoted to pacifist goddesses and certain cloisters still hold to the old beliefs, resisting the changes wrought by the Inver clan. In the sun goddess Raea's cloister, Fia and her daughter are seeking refuge, with Fia determined to give her daughter the safety and security she lacked growing up. But before they can truly be allowed in as part of the cloister, Fia is given a task that takes her into the heart of the kingdom, to the mountain fortress where the Inver king and queen reside, and to the political machinations at work there. In the fortress, Ariana Inver was once a follower of the goddess of the stars but is now the queen. After years trying to keep peace for the nation, Ariana has to find a way to keep her husband from moving forward with his new plans for conquest. In the mountain itself, underneath the fortress, the man known only as the Priest is in charge of keeping the Inver religion. Blinded during an attempt by the king to clear all claims to the throne, the Priest will have to work to find a way to a new future for Honoria, one that might change everything that the people have known. Together, these three will either find a way to bring peace or have the nation dragged into another war.

First of all, the world-building here is so vast and intricate, it felt like something that could have existed once in history. From the way the pacifist goddesses used to keep the nation of Honoria to the way the Inver clan moved in and, well, demolished everything, all of it held my attention, making me feel rage or wonder at different turns in the book. I hated certain characters, I rooted for others, and so much of that was also based in how much this world was made to feel real to the reader. Weymouth focused on the settings described in the title itself, the Castle where the Inver clan keeps their stronghold and then the Cloister, where Fia had hoped to make a life for herself. Two opposing forces bent on changing the other to their own ends. The castle wants to take control of the cloister and for the sake of forcing them to bend to Inver rule, to unite all the people so that Honoria will be a force to contend with when it comes to other nations declaring war against them. The castle also wants all the resources of the land that the cloister keeps under its protection. On the other hand, the cloister is determined to keep the peace, to help all of the people, not just those in Honoria, and the only way that can happen is by trying to curb the murderous tendencies of the king and possibly forging an alliance that both sides can uphold. The world-building also had an interesting religious system in place to further fill in the ways of the Inver clan as opposed to the cloister and their followers.

The fact that the Invers made blood the focus of so much of what they did, even offering blood when they prayed, drove home the fact that they were a brutal force, used to making threats and following through on them. The fact of the matter is that the king himself dispatched most of his siblings and his father in order to gain the throne and these acts proved that he was the best candidate for king because of what the people believed. It felt like everything was settled with some kind of fight to the death scenario and with this being the accepted way of things in the world made it that much more of a hard hitting truth. With the cloister however, they were meant to keep peace and spilling blood was something they were supposed to avoid unless it was meant to heal. It was an intriguing force to oppose the Inver way, the fact that the cloister had its own beliefs that were yes, against the Invers, but at the same time, could be argued that they weren't exactly the best to be in charge either, with their vows and tasks given to postulants, or the women who followed the goddesses in their cloisters. The cloister also had their own methods for doing things that felt difficult to understand, seen with Fia and Ariana and their paths in the book. Weymouth made these people feel real because everyone had their reasons, their beliefs, and neither side was strictly right or wrong. That precarious sense of middle ground for the world, where the leads make their home, is what draws the reader in because if neither side can be wholly in charge, perhaps the next step towards an actual lasting peace would be to find a way they can meld together.

As for the characters, I can honestly say that aside from one secondary character, I was sincerely impressed with every person focused on in this story. I can't even say that I have a favorite because each lead had their own path, their own things that I supported and their own things that I was against. I loved Fia because of the fact that she was a nursing mother, forced to leave her daughter behind for the sake of helping the queen, Ariana, in trying to stop a war from starting. Fia also helped with Ariana in the post-partum recovery, as the start of the book has Ariana giving birth to the new heir of the kingdom. Both of these women are so strong already but to show them in these situations as new mothers adds another layer to their fortitude, showing just how people in all ways of life have to pick themselves up and continue on after one of the most excruciating experiences of their lives. And I appreciated this so much because of the, let's call it, recognition it provided for people who have been in the same position. Ariana is literally bleeding through her clothes but she is putting herself in front of peace talks because she is queen and she hopes to prevent a war.

Both Fia and Ariana were also motivated by their own beliefs, Fia with her neglected childhood and her search for a home and Ariana with her upbringing in a cloister where all she ever knew was her religion and devotion to her goddess which has now been cast aside in her new role as queen to a king whose family history was filled with cruelty and murder. Fia could be cold and calculating but over the course of the book, she slowly comes to realize that the circle of people she cares for has grown and that change means she will take up whatever new role comes for her and make the best of the situations she finds herself in. Ariana has to find a way to reconcile the life she now leads with the beliefs she still holds, as keeping them separate for so long has not done much good for herself or her role as queen. There is also much to say about the Priest, who I felt had been dealt a hard hand in his life and yet managed to be such an intriguing character. I could not have made the life that he had created for himself after what he'd gone through. I would have thought he'd be motivated by revenge but the Priest surprised me by how level-headed he was, how quick he tried to protect people and the way he chose to step up when change was inevitable. His devotion to his new nephew was lovely to see compared to the way the king, Orden, regarded his new son. As for Orden, while I didn't love this character, I did appreciate his devotion to his queen, even though he never truly understood Ariana. I found it interesting that he did everything he could to make her happy, to protect her in his court, and yet at the same time, he loved the way she would show her devotion to him in turn, which came across as an imbalance in the power dynamics of their relationship. Weymouth drew every character with a deft hand, filling them with real world concerns and because of that, every nuance feels earned and respected over the course of the story.

Concerning the plot, it felt straightforward enough at first. Our three leads have to find a way to stop a war before it begins. Their positions in the kingdom and their backgrounds make it difficult to find a true, sure way through to making that a reality. At the same time, Weymouth had so many twists and turns, reveals that made me sit up and reconsider everything that had come before that moment. Various things that were exposed over the course of this story made my jaw drop because in the end, there were so many threads weaving together or being pulled apart that the final picture at the end of the story was not the one I expected to see. Honestly, I'm still sitting here after that epilogue and reconsidering everything that was seen in the book and I'm eyeing the release date like I could somehow make it change to earlier in 2027 because I NEED to know how everything resolves. I'm grateful for the fact that this release is book one of a duology. I don't know if my heart could take waiting years for a series to come to a conclusion.

At the end of the day, this is such a respectable read. I was infinitely impressed with everything Weymouth created here and when my copy arrives, I will be going through it with a fine-toothed comb, just to be sure I grasped everything that was so carefully crafted for this book. For now, I will be trying to find the time to go back and read every other Weymouth book I own while I wait for the conclusion to this book to be released.

Rating on my Scale: 10 Stars!! I had no doubt in my mind that I was going to absolutely LOVE this book. I want to find other readers so we can discuss everything about this book for hours. Read this book for the political intrigue set in a fantasy world and meet a cast of characters that pull at your heartstrings whether or not they are the hero of the story.

My thanks to NetGalley, Saga Press and Laura E. Weymouth for this eARC in exchange for a honest review. All opinions are my own.

Book Review: When Dealing With Dragons by Dana Swift

This was one of the sweetest and most poignant dragon books I've read this year. I was drawn in by the title, which brought to mind a classic Wrede book that was my entire personality when I was twelve. This book has dragons, which automatically draws my interest, but it also has a sweet love story, a struggle to protect animals in a world that would destroy them and finding a place where you're completely loved, accepted and safe with family and when I put all of that together, the vibes and the feelings I'm left with after finishing this book are pure exhilaration because I LOVED this story. Which means I need to go back and read the rest of Swift's books as soon as I can gather them in my library.

When Dealing With Dragons has a world where people have bonded with dragons, allowing them to craft the metal that the dragons are associated with, such as copper, bronze, tin or silver. This story follows two school rivals, Farren Walsh, a young woman hoping to become a dragon veterinarian like her father, and James Murphy, a dragon racer from a prominent silver-crafting family. James is Farren's biggest competition for a college scholarship so when James Murphy manages to gain an internship with her father at their dragon sanctuary for the summer, Farren is forced to work with her school nemesis on a daily basis. But Farren has a secret she is trying to protect, something that could change everything about the rules of the world around them. James has a secret of his own to keep, using the internship to gain the knowledge he needs to become a veterinarian himself in the future and to get away from his father, but he is also trying to hide how Farren has been his crush for years. As time passes, Farren starts to learn more about James and begins to understand his dreams and his fears, realizing that she was wrong about him and his actions for years. But Farren knows her secret needs to stay safe and she does not know if she can trust James to keep it because of the reputation his family has with dragons and the racing world. If she gets too close, her secret could be exposed, bringing down everything she and her family have been trying so hard to protect and Farren can't allow that to happen.

The world-building here was excellent. The idea behind the bonding of dragons to humans and how this relationship has been fostered was so intriguing. I loved seeing both sides of the equation with how Farren and her world was about the protection of dragons, cultivating trust and love with their training of the dragons, while the other side was James's family who kept dragons in cages and forced them to shield themselves in their metal by using fear tactics and sometimes even resorting to abuse. This entire world felt carefully considered and developed, enough to make me feel rage for the dragons that suffered on the page and off and to feel awe at the idea of taking care of dragons in such a way that they would still be able to trust you after some horrible histories for some of them. I thought the system of keeping the people affiliated with certain metals to their own class an intriguing one because of the struggle it gave to Farren and James. Farren's family is copper and because James is from a silver family, any relationship between them would be frowned upon as it's only been so long before mixing "metals" was considered illegal. All of these details helped to fill in so many corners of this world, to rachet the tension about the secret the Walsh family is hiding and about how much James is trying to distance himself from his own silver family. Knowing these details about the world was something I kept in the back of my mind while reading the book, keeping the tension moving as Farren and James started to work together and highlighting the struggle they would face at every new trial they faced.

As for the characters, Swift filled this book with some very interesting people. Oh Farren, you sweet, silly child. I loved this girl, I really did, from the moment she appeared on the page and her determination to believe the worst about her school nemesis, James. Farren was intelligent and fearless and admirable at every turn in this book. Swift made an interesting choice to write this book as a dual-person narrative and really, I loved the switching between these two kids because their banter and their gradual growth together was so sweet to witness. Because while I thought Farren's opinions of James were harsh at times, it helped to jump over to James to see things as he did, to see his struggle to overcome his shyness to be able to talk to the girl of his dreams. James was a cinnamon roll lead, a young man conscious of the privileges he had and yet yearning for something else, a place to feel safe and at home. He was quick to help and protect Farren, willing to risk himself to keep her safe from dragons, willing to lie to keep her secret once he learned it. They were so wonderful together and it was beautiful to see their coming together by the end of the book. I thought the contrast between the two sets of parents to be an interesting dynamic, one that highlighted the found family that James quickly became a part of by joining the Walsh sanctuary for dragons with his internship.

The Walsh parents were a partnership that worked together and kept their business moving while also taking pride in the strides their daughter was making. On the other hand, the Murphy parents were the ones quick to judge and disregard others, even their own son, in the pursuit for whatever it was they wanted. Even secondary characters, like Colm, a young man trying to become better than James and who treats Farren horribly and Cara, a former friend of Farren's that has been pushed away because of the secret but who still tries over and over to be Farren's friend, are so well-developed in the few scenes they are in that they feel as well-known as the rest of the cast. Even the dragons deserve their own call-out because each one felt so individual and unique, impressive when you consider that they don't speak. I loved Hort, James's dragon, a playful racer that James had trained since he was a baby and I even loved Bex, Hort's mother, a dragon that had been a racer but was now being used for other purposes by the Murphys. Everything felt important about these characters, serving to show how the audience needed to care for the dragons just as much as the people trying to save them.

As for the plot, I knew what the secret was within the first few chapters but the rest of it caught me by surprise. Swift set things up in such a brilliant way that when the reveals hit, I'll be honest, I did not see that coming. I had my beliefs and Swift managed to turn them on their head and then twist them again because WHAT JUST HAPPENED!? Still, to talk any more about what happens would veer into spoiler territory so I'll move on. I loved the journey that Farren took to learn that what she thought was wrong and that learning to trust and open herself up to others was a good thing. I loved that James was able to find somewhere to be himself and to gain the confidence he needed to become Farren's friend with the hopes of something more because a love story based on a friendship is so heart-warming when done right, just as Swift managed to do here. And I loved the strides these people made to keep dragons safe, to make a difference in the way their world treated them and to gain a safer means of existence for them with the Walsh sanctuary and the services they provided as veterinarians. Changes have to start small and this book shows that even one person can make a difference.

Read this book for the dragons and stay for the sweet love story and the acceptance that every person deserves to find for themselves to be happy, whatever their future might hold.

Rating on my Scale: 10 Stars. I know I give a lot of 10 Stars but I've honestly lucked out with a lot of my reads in recent memory. If a book leaves me feeling happy enough to kick my feet, smile and sigh a little, it deserves all the stars. Simple as that.

My thanks to NetGalley, Wednesday Books and Dana Swift for the eARC of this book in exchange for a honest review. All opinions are my own.

Book Review: Wildflower by Becky Jenkinson

I read the synopsis of this book and was hooked by the comparison to Ella Enchanted. I absolutely adored that book when I was a kid and was more than willing to try reading this book for that reason alone. But then Fliss and Will stole my heart and I wanted to defend those two to the death against every wrong and attack in this book and I fell in love with the story and the people in it. They were messy and sincere and everything to drive home a tale about a girl that finally figures out how to keep things for herself and to fight for what she wants and that she is so much more than a girl with a curse when it finally comes down to it.

I am not exaggerating when I say that I absolutely adored this book. It was just that good.

Wildflower follows Felicity "Fliss" Farrow, a young woman working as a florist who has the ability to draw out the magic in flowers, enhancing every bouquet she makes with the sentiments each flower stands for, hoping to ease heartache, offer sympathy or bring joy to the people who receive them. Fliss is also cursed to tell the truth and as a result of that, she has had to contend with various forms of distrust from the people around her,  with everyone unsure of what Fliss could probably inform the Queen about them. Fliss receives an anonymous request one day for a flower she has never heard of before and determined to prove herself as trustworthy and reliable, Fliss heads into the forest on her own to find the flower. She ends up having to ask Willoh Vane for help, a sorcerer who has been in a feud with the crown prince for the last few years. Fliss has been there as witness for many of their fiery encounters as a result of her best friend being the fiancé to the prince and tensions are running higher than normal because of rebels stealing from wagons in the north and the wedding being only weeks away. As more anonymous requests arrive and Fliss and Will continue to work together to gather these flowers, Fliss begins to wonder what the recipient would want these powerful flowers for when no one seems to know for certain what these flowers together can do. When Fliss starts to believe someone has a wicked plan that requires those flowers, she tries to stop them with Will's help, hoping to save her home, family and friends before it's too late. 

When the book starts, it felt like the familiar cozy fantasy setting, filled with magic and secrets. Within pages readers learned about the strain that Fliss dealt with on a daily basis living with her curse and how it affected her each and every interaction. The citadel is on edge because one of their soldiers died in an attack and the royal family is claiming that everyone will be kept safe within the walls of their home. Every detail fills in this isolated existence that Fliss has been forced to lead, her loneliness leading her to take risks to find her mysterious requests because she just has to do this, no one understands what it means to her to be able to fulfill these requests. At the same time, when Fliss takes those chances and goes out on her own, she's finding that her life in the citadel is confining, and as result, what she knows about the outside world has been affected because the whole truth doesn't reach the citizens of the citadel. Every point about the world helps to highlight themes that start to take shape and grow as Fliss moves on from her role as a florist into someone able to take charge and save the kingdom.

As for the characters, Fliss and Will were the absolute best couple to follow for this tale. Fliss and Will each had their own personal hardships and the fact that they were able to have fun together made me smile because a couple like this is everything fantasy readers could want. Fliss had determination and a stubborn streak a mile wide and I wanted to slap her upside the head when she risked her life but I loved this young woman so much. Will quickly became a favorite the moment he stepped onto the page, his banter with Fliss making me smirk with him because his charm was enchanting and I could see Fliss thawing towards him every time they came together. I was disappointed with other characters, particularly Card and Bash, Fliss's best friend and the prince, who kept a very narrow view of everything happening in the book. I was ready to chuck them out the window but I was confident that Jenkinson would do something brilliant with them because of the fact that I felt so against them and their actions. If I could love Fliss and Will and then want to throttle Card and Bash for their treatment of Fliss and Will, I was sure their development would get to where it needed to go.

Which brings me to the more adult characters in this book. If I wanted to wring Bash's neck, that was nothing compared to what I wanted to do to Queen Fern. The Queen had been calling Fliss in to report directly to her anything she felt she needed to know and because of Fliss's curse, the poor girl could not refuse to give the information. Fliss was forced to learn the limits of her curse, how to withhold things to keep certain facts safe and the fact that this started when she was still almost a child was appalling. There was also the lack of communication with Fliss's mother, Lilibeth, who refused to ever explain why Fliss ended up cursed in the first place. The treatment of Fliss by these adults made me want to pull my hair out because she was a child that was being taken advantage of and as the victim of the curse, she deserved some answers. These women highlighted the theme of trust, or rather the lack of it, to believe in Fliss and to treat her with respect instead of as a tool. This treatment helped Fliss in gaining agency over her life, to understand that she was worth more than the information she provided by being forced to tell the truth. She wasn't something to be discarded if she had nothing to report or even to be disregarded because they would rather doubt her words than truly face what was right in front of them. For a cozy fantasy, these instances elevated the story for me and I was ready for Fliss to take a stand and prove just exactly who she was and how important she could be, cursed or not. I was cheering for Fliss and for Will every step of the way. 

In the end, Wildflower was exactly the kind of romantic cozy fantasy I was hoping to find. Read this if you're looking for a story about a young woman who manages to push the boundaries of her world and learn that to the right people, you are enough, faults and all.

Rating on my Scale: 10 Stars. The vibes on this one, cozy and romantic and inclusive, everything made me get to that ending and made me get a little teary-eyed. When tears make an appearance, it's an automatic 10 Star read for me, no questions asked. 

My thanks to NetGalley, Del Rey, Random House Worlds, Inklore and Becky Jenkinson for the eARC of this book in exchange for a honest review. All opinions are my own.

Book Review: Evie and Her Nightmares by Francesca Zappia

When I first read the title of the next release by Francesca Zappia, Evie and Her Nightmares, I immediately thought of the book Eliza and Her Monsters. There is something everyone needs to understand about that book, my dear Eliza. Eliza and Her Monsters is the one book I usually recommend to readers on social media. I've talked about how important the book is to me in my group chat of reader friends. I love Eliza and Her Monsters still to this day, I have favorite passages that I go back and read over again, knowing that they'll break my heart but I embrace those feelings and then everything that comes after that. So the symmetry to the title made me think it had something to do with that book and I immediately jumped at the chance to request it to review. Evie and Eliza do, in fact, exist in the same world and with that in place, I knew I was about to find a new favorite to read. I have favorite passages already that I want to read again and again in Evie and Her Nightmares. I want to tell all my friends and family to read this book. When I finished reading this story, I had to choke back a few tears because it was the small hours of the morning and the one thought in my head was ALL THE STARS IN THE WORLD to rate this book.

Evie and Her Nightmares is a beautiful, stunning, heart-wrenching read and it was perfect.

This story follows Evie Leigh, picking up at the funeral service for her best friend who suddenly passed away. Alissa committed suicide and now Evie is struggling to figure out how she should be acting at the service. Should she be outwardly sad? Should she be sitting up front with Alissa's family? Evie is autistic and she wants to be blunt and honest with the fact that she doesn't know what to do and this situation makes her want to leave. So she does. Everyone asks how she's feeling but Evie doesn't know how to answer them. While trying to avoid what is going on in her world, she receives a last birthday gift from Alissa, Alissa's set of the Children of Hypnos books. Evie tried to read them once but they didn't appeal to her but now, for the sake of her lost friend, she tries to read them again. Realizing that she loves the story, Evie decides to start playing The Children of Hypnos Online, joining a gaming community that Alissa was also a part of when she was alive. Determined to become the best, Evie devotes all the time she can to this online game, all the while leaving behind the things she used to care about. Evie is skipping track practice, talking back to teachers and letting her grades slip but none of it matters as much as the game. Except the more Evie avoids the real world, the worse it'll be when she is finally forced to face the loss of her best friend.

The world-building in this book is everything you can expect from a high school setting. Evie attends her classes with people who avoid looking at her because they know the loss that she had suffered. They know that Alissa should be with her but she isn't and because of the way she died, everyone would rather avoid the situation altogether instead of paying her any attention. The school is filled with everyone you expected to see and that you used to know in school, from the sympathetic teachers to the hateful classmates that use Alissa as a way to insult Evie. This book perfectly captured that sense of being a teenager and struggling with making choices for the future all the while knowing the struggles that will come with college and finding a job and everything else after that. Which brings in the why about what Alissa did and how different characters, including Evie, are trying to find the reason that drove Alissa to what she did. My heart hurt wandering the school halls with Evie, visiting Alissa's house, hiding in Evie's room while she played online and sitting in the room while Evie tried to start therapy. Everything felt real and because it felt real, it hurt to see Evie avoiding reality. This world felt like opening a window into someone's life and watching all the pieces falling and moving as the story developed.

My lovely, brutally honest Evie, you are one of the best examples of autism I've seen in a book in recent memory. I recognized so many aspects of people I know in this character and for that, I loved her. I found her grief to be authentic and her reactions to the people around her to be incredibly realistic. I was right there with her when she talked back to a teacher and when she fought back against an incredibly rude classmate. I felt her struggle to find a way to interact with Alissa's parents all while not knowing how to stop from making things worse with anything she said or did. I found it interesting that the other character we learned more about, besides Alissa in Evie's memories, was Ash, Alissa's older brother. Ash as a character was someone who was in Evie's corner, feeling her anger and her grief at Alissa's loss and searching for answers. Literally, the moment these two characters really interacted involved the two of them bumping into each other where Alissa was found, because they each thought that it was possible they could find something that Alissa left behind, something that could give them some answers. As the story developed, I appreciated how much effort Ash put into comforting Evie when she needed help and how in turn, Evie became someone Ash could confide in as well. I also adored the fact that Ash was a Monstrous Sea fan. That automatically made me want to help him to be happy along with my dear Evie.

As for the themes of the book, the idea of loss and grief and the effects it has on people, the word that kept circling in my mind was kintsugi. Kintsugi is the ancient Japanese art of repairing broken things, ceramic cups and bowls, with gold or sometimes some other substance, all to show that just because they were broken, it's not the end. The cracks are celebrated, showing a story about the history of the piece. The scars are something to be celebrated and admired, and if the term is applied to people, can show resilience. This word kept going around and around in my head, especially when I thought as I opened this book that I was ready to get my heart broken and put together again while reading this story which reminded me of the term. Kintsugi stayed with my thoughts along with the idea that Evie and Ash, and Ash's parents, and Evie's mom, had all gone through some kind of devastating loss, they had become broken, and they were learning, or had learned, how to fit their broken pieces back together, to make themselves whole again. Watching Evie learn to be more authentic, to be able to say what she wanted and not necessarily be the people pleaser she claimed to have been, all helped with showing how she was remaking herself. Who was Evie without the best friend she thought would always be by her side? What did Evie have to live for and what was it that made Alissa feel like she couldn't stay?

Zappia also adds in the usual adults who don't how to talk about suicide and the adults who dare to judge a girl because she didn't ask for help before she made the decision that she made. All of this highlights how difficult it is to understand the complexities of suicide, showing how many people will never know why someone killed themselves or even if there was anything they could have done that would have made a difference. At the same time, there are no answers given, and that helps with the idea that grief and loss and growing up is different for everyone. No one knows for sure what is going on in someone else's mind but these characters, my dear Evie, are learning what they need to continue on and that lesson is a good one to learn. The book ends on the note of hope of acceptance and it made me cry when I read those last words.

In the end, I truly, sincerely loved and adored this book. If you're a fan of Eliza, you'll find a new favorite with this release. Evie's struggles and her hope for the future are something to be admired and I, for one, am so grateful that this book exists.

Rating on my Scale: All the Stars in the World or 10 Glowing Stars!! Now when I talk about a book you just have to read, it will either be Eliza and Her Monsters or Evie and Her Nightmares. Here's hoping we might see something else from this world again in the future. You never know what the future might hold, after all.

My thanks to Netgalley, HarperCollins Children's Books, Greenwillow Books and Francesca Zappia for the eARC of this book in exchange for a review. All opinions are my own.

Book Review: A Date with Death by Kelly Creagh

As a member of a reader family, there's always a wide array of books available that someone somewhere is reading. Raised with two siblings, we each had a set of authors that we followed, book genres we favored, things that set us apart from one another so that our libraries were diverse. With my sister, we even had the odd occasion where we refused to read the same thing the other one was reading, simply because they'd found the book first. Then there would be the times where my sister and I were completely in sync. We'd each separately go to a bookstore and come home with some books that we didn't immediately tell the other about. At least until the moment that we see the other with the exact SAME BOOK we'd just bought the day before. One book that happened with?

Nevermore by Kelly Creagh.

Which is why I've followed Kelly Creagh to every book release since that first book. Nevermore holds a special place in my heart because of that moment of a pure sister bond manifested as something concrete, a book we both randomly found that we had in common. I check every year to see if there's a new book coming from Kelly Creagh. A Date with Death turned up for request and I didn't think twice about requesting it. Did I have too many books to read on my shelf? Absolutely. Did I let a lot of books pile up that I needed to read and review before I could get to A Date with Death if I was lucky enough to be approved? Most Definitely. But I absolutely, irrefutably, NEEDED to read this book. I sat up in bed and danced when I got my approval. And what was the verdict on the book once I finished reading it?

I LOVED each and every single moment of it.

A Date with Death first follows Helena Hart, a literal ray of sunshine who works as a children's librarian. Helena is at a Halloween party, having just been ditched by her date, when she decides to take a chance and talk to the guy on the balcony, the one dressed like the Grim Reaper. Trying her best to get a conversation going, Helena is taken by surprise when the balcony ledge crumbles behind her. She's even more surprised when her companion catches hold of her hand with his skeletal one. He leaves Helena behind to wonder about what just happened with her near death experience. The book also follows Grim, the being tasked with reaping souls, not saving them. The fact that he spared Helena's life could lead to repercussions for his job and for Helena's continued existence as a member of the living. But Grim couldn't let Helena perish and he also can't leave her alone, drawn to watch and protect her from afar. Determined to find a solution that will keep Helena safe, Grim slowly lets himself get closer to Helena knowing that caring for her could spell the end for them both if they are discovered.

It was easy to sink into this book and just let it wash over me. I loved the setting, the fact that Helena worked a job she adored with kids at the library. I found the idea of the home for Grim and his adopted family, the Netherworld and the Hallowed Halls, to be so interesting. Honestly, I hope Creagh decides to continue writing in this world she created because there were so many ideas about the dimension where Grim takes the souls he reaps and where he takes the time to settle and rest that I'm am itching to know more. The details given about how Grim became the Grim Reaper and who else has managed to get to reside in the Hallowed Halls and how the portals work to the Netherworld just made me want to know everything. There is so much potential here for more books and if those are in the future for us readers, I'm camping out now just to get the chance to know more about this plane of existence.

As for the characters, I loved everyone in this book, and that took me by surprise. I loved Helena and her incredible sense of optimism. I loved how she enjoyed working with children and had done so much to enrich the lives of the kids who came to her in the library. There was storytimes filled with children, a bookmobile that was a pain and then the fun accessories she used like her earrings and her bags and altogether these details showed a woman who not only loved her job and life but also embraced the things that made her different and that brought her joy. I wanted her to find her happiness and I was ready to wring Grim's neck each time he stepped away from her. I trust Creagh's writing though, so I waited patiently for Grim to grow and his evolution over the course of the book was exactly what it needed to be for this story. There were so many things that were hinted and then came through that made me more and more invested in this couple together and in learning exactly what had made Grim. They were the perfect example of the grumpy/sunshine trope. Their scenes together were sweet and spicy and lovely and perfect. There was also Johann, Flora, Cedric and The Few in the Netherworld and I sincerely want to know more about each. The whys about how they ended up with their fates and the whys about how they ended up with their jobs in the Hallowed Halls. Creagh created a cast of characters, a beautiful found family, that I wish I could join in, if only just to listen to the things they would say. Also, if it's possible to put in an application to take Pluto the raven in as a pet, I'll put my name down now. 

As for the overall effect of the book, a lot of what elevates this is the discoveries made about the whys about everything happening in the book. Grim continuously finds himself going back to Helena, drawn to her like a moth to the flame, and as their connection grows he finds himself having to save her again and again. But why is Helena being targeted? Why did Grim become the reaper? What was keeping Grim from truly accepting that he was falling in love with Helena? These questions kept me turning pages and their answers made me sit back and just let the answers wash over me because they were unexpected and yet at the same time, such a good twist. Anything else said veers too far into spoilers but I'll finish by saying that the ending of this book made me smile. 

For me it's simple: I loved this book. I loved the world and its characters. I came to the conclusion a long time ago to read everything that Kelly Creagh writes. This book has just cemented the fact that I made the right decision.

Rating on my Scale: I give a lot of 10 Stars but I sincerely believe that this one was brilliant. I loved the romance and the world-building and the people in this story. Also, the book left me wanting to know more which is also the sign of a job well done for me.

My thanks to Netgalley, Gallery Books and Kelly Creagh for the eARC of this book in exchange for a review. All opinions are my own.

Book Review: Julia at the Drive-in by Rainbow Rowell

I read everything by Rainbow Rowell. I've been a fan for years so a new short story was an immediate add to my shelf to read.

The simple premise of this story is that a girl, Julia, decides that her new appearance is different enough for her to take a chance and finally talk to the guy she's been watching for three years. When he talks to her and spends time with her at the drive-in where they both are on the last Saturday night before the school year starts, Julia wonders who it is he sees now, Julia or a stranger?

The story is a quick read and Rowell easily fills in the world of this tale. We know that Julia's parents aren't the kind to go out. Julia has a best friend, Chloe, who has taken Julia under her wing even though she's technically the new girl but she picked Julia as her friend and includes her in everything. Then there's Wyatt, the boy in question, the one who has a group of friends with him at the drive-in that he's always together with but when he gets the chance, chooses to sit with Julia during the movie when they both end up on their own at the drive-in. 

In the span of maybe 30 pages, readers learn so much about these kids and Julia especially felt like someone I could have been in high school. I loved her observations and I loved the chance she took to make herself happy. Her worries about how she's seen, the fact that so many seem to act like she's invisible, the fact that one girl choosing her as a friend and how it made such a difference in her life, all of it made Julia so endearing. I wanted this girl to hold her head up and be confident in the fact that she was worth noticing. The way Rowell wrapped this up was perfect.

I knew what the twist or reveal was going to be but it was still such a heart-warming moment in the end. This story is such a sweet moment to witness between two teens who find a chance together and take it.

Rating on my scale: 10 Stars. This was so sweet in the end and I'm really looking forward to reading the rest of the stories in this series.

My thanks to Netgalley, Amazon Original Stories and Rainbow Rowell for the eARC of this story in exchange for a review. All honest opinions are my own.